i saw him just now. and then i looked away. its hard not to bump into him, when we're studying in the same college u see.damn, it hurts. it hurts so much. cant my heart heal now? i dont wanna feel miserable, coz i know tht he's fucking enjoying his life now.
i was feeling okay this morning, and i even went to watch the time traveller's wife at pyramid. i tried to have fun, as much as i can. damn, he really spoil my evening.
it was raining too, just now. and it reminded me of wht happened the other day. and then, there's tears on my face again.
ouh, please be strong. i know i am. and i am moving on. come on, this is only the beginning. smile, and everything will be okay. =)