Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Its that time of the year again

Yessss, you bet it is! Its 21 December already, Christmas is in no time and then its 2012. A whole new year all over again. See, I know I haven't been writing for such a long time, and all the stories I've promised are well down the drain by now. But hey, doesn't mean there's nothing to tell now, right?

Well for starters, I am still unemployed and hanging around at home with nothing much to do. My brother got engaged about two weeks ago, and my December was pretty much full with attending weddings and travelling across the states for that. The travelling part was fun, minus the car sickness and annoying relatives. :) yeahh, we can't have it all our way, that's for sure.

Next on my list to tell is.... pretty much nothing. Man I had stayed at home and watched dramas. Heck, a lot of dramas from Korean, to full seasons of How I Met Your Mother, Supernatural, The Walking Dead, The Vampire Diaries, you name it. I'm feeling very unhealthy and I didn't sweat it. Ate like nobody's business and I don't workout much. Typical me.

I did put more restrain on myself on the weight control this year however, compared to last year. I had friends to motivate me, so I'm thankful for that. Heee

Anyhoo, since its the end of the year, its time to list down the resolutions. My very first New Year's resolution : More flirting and less pouting. I'm gonna be 21 afterall, might as well grow up a little.

I hope to list more resolutions here if I can squeeze some time to write. I've been pretty lazy lately. Bye guys! xx

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Potato couch syndrome

See, staying at home is VERY unhealthy for me. The food supply is excessive, and since I'm a fan of tasty food, I rarely decline munching sessions.

The thing is, I don't exercise at home and I'm very lazy to get up for a jog, or even go for a swim. This is bad news. I'm really worried coz 3 months break aint gonna be easy to live by when I'm fat. Shedding off weight is gonna be hard for me once I gain the unnecessary kgs.

I can't find a good solution since obviously me starving myself in a home full of snacks is practically impossible, and I simply do not have a strong will to do so. Bliss won't help me stay in shape for so long if I keep munching food like there's no tomorrow.

I need a workout buddy! Or a job, pronto! Please don't let me be fatter than I already am. Grrr.

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Tuesday, November 15, 2011

The road so far

Hello strangers! I am writing live at home, in Melaka in the comfort of my own bed. :) I got back a couple of days ago, and am planning to stay for maybe a month or so.

See, the thing is, I've got a job to find for the remaining two months to earn enough for our next trip. The girls and I are going a lil bit far this time, hence the multiplied amount of money needed. Its kinda worrying though since I haven't applied for any job yet. Sighhh

First thing first, there's this high paid job that requires a resume to be submitted, and I'm really really lazy to write one up. No, seriously. I've been putting off for almost a week now. I better get to writing tht soon, though. Or else I might have to continue working at Topshop for the remaining of my break.

And TSTM salary doesn't even compare to this one.

Am meeting Zana tomorrow, so I'm thinking maybe I can get things settled before that. I desperately need that job.

Till then guys, will upload pictures once I get to take some. Been too fat, and too ashamed to take pictures. xx
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Friday, November 11, 2011

Blame it on the Alcohol

Hello people! its been a month long hiatus right?! Blame it on the exams and last minute final assignments. hehe. But forget that. What's more important is:


And what better news to deliver to you guys other than this.
Yessss kids. Final exams are over, and I'm having a super long three months break from now onwards! :D I'll be working most of the time though, I still haven't decided where yet, but its a work in progress. I might be back working at Topshop, or I might apply for a job elsewhere, in Melaka or Sunway area. Whatever, as long as it yields high income. :) hee.

So just now, right after our last paper, the girls and I went to watch Immortals! I'd advice weak-hearted people to not watch this. Its kinda violent for people like me, but guys might enjoy it. The storyline is overall okay, but I won't be watching it more than once though.

On the bright side, we get to watch shirtless men the whole 2 hours, so it wasn't bad at all. O.o
Here's one of my favorites.
Theseus. Even his name is sexy right? But its a character name. I am too lazy to google his real name right now. I'll make do with whatever it is that comes to mind.

Will write more soon. I've gotta get some sleep now, its the DO-Nothing day starting from tomorrow! ^_^

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Just Human

Today I made the right decision and I know it. I can't force myself to feel what I don't feel, and that's a lesson I learnt from all of this. A great burden has been lifted from my shoulder from resolving this issue, and I'm proud of myself for staying true to my heart. :)

I made mistakes, I'm still trying to mend it, I am only human. And for every opportunity to make things right, I am thankful. xx
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Monday, October 10, 2011

Take me outta here!

Hello earthlings! Ths is the second last week of classes, and we're still running here and there, finishing our assignments. And not to mention getting our attention grabbed by all sorts of show on youtube for example. Okay, that would just be me.

The Vampire Diaries is in season 3 now, and I'm anxiously waiting for new episodes every week! Well, besides watching other series, and video walking, that is.

Did I mention tht my first paper is on the 1st of November? And tht the gaps between my papers are really small? 1, 3, 8 and 10 November. So soon! :(

I gotta stop watching youtube videos from now, and start studying instead. Hehe. Kinda worried abt certain subjects for finals. Sighhhhhh

Byebye, gotta run. Another class waitinggggg :)
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Wednesday, October 05, 2011

There'll be no sunlight if I lose you

Heyyy, I know its been awhile since I posted. But you know what, life is crazy hectic and I've got to prioritize. I've lost track of things to post on, from my surprise birthday party up till the Pangkor trip, recently. We've got a lot of catching up to do, but that again will have to wait. :)

News: Finals is arriving in less than a month and I can honestly truly say that I am not prepared at all. I kid you not. The assignments alone are taking my free time so much that I have nothing better to do, than type and type and type away. =,= totally saddening. Sometimes I think I'm at the brink of going insane, but I keep telling myself that it will get better. I believe that its gonna get better.

And so I keep going. Finishing this semester with no regrets is what I'm hoping for, for myself, and for my friends too. :)

By the way, a song from the soundtrack of Breaking Down was released recently. And the song is just beautiful, by one of my all time favorite, Bruno Mars. Nah, have a listen.

This is dedicated to you, Diana. Please layan perasaan for 5 minutes listening to this. :)

Well, as usual, this is just another short entry before another session of typing and typing.

Till then, be well guys. I will try to do the same too. xx

Saturday, September 24, 2011


Hey guys! I am currently enjoying the first quarter of my holidays with my babies in Pangkor. :) we made it finally!After all the stress and workload in Monash, it feels good to finally get away from everything.

I'm sorry for the unrotated picture, but hold on okay? This is only a quick update. Will talk to you guys soon when I reached Melaka. :D

P/s: expect sunburn and lobster-burnt skin after the holidays guys. -,-
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Sunday, September 18, 2011

This is the starting of a brand new day

I love this song! :) Its from the soundtrack of The Vampire Diaries, Season 3 Episode 01.

Okay, now back to more report writing and what not.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

We need romance

I've been thinking of posting about this guy I watched on It's Okay Daddy's Girl and also I Need Romance for awhile now, but couldn't seem to find time. Finally after recently completing the I Need Romance series, the urge to post about him is too unbearable! Why? He's too sexy! *wiping drool* hehehe. Now I present to you, the one and only, Choi Jin Hyuk! :)

A screencap from I Need Romance. cuteness! :D

There are very limited pictures of him on the web, which is somehow frustrating. He's an uprising star, so I hope there'll be more pictures of him in the near future! :)

I was browsing through videos on youtube for a tribute of Jin Hyuk, but couldn't find any that has a happy song in it, EXCEPT for this one.

Early warning, this clip from I Need Romance might be inappropriate for kids under the age of 12? hahaha, hotness to the max! :)
Awww. His arms! (^_^)
If I ever act against my own normal ways, then maybe its because I really care. And you're not making it better. You're a thief, and a liar. I hate you, but. There's a really fine line between love and hate. I'm walking along that line now.
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A quick hello

Hey guys! I know I'm totally in a state of hiatus lately. Well apart from using the common busy-excuse, I have nothing to say really. So many things are happening at the same time and I myself am finding it hard to keep up with life. One day its Monday, and before I know it, another Monday is coming.

Good news is, my mid term break is coming starting from this end of week. The girls and I still haven't confirm the Pangkor holiday just yet. We've been busy and all, so it'll be great to have a mini vacay before continuing with more pile of work and studies.

I'm gonna go browse some sites for Pangkor before hitting the sack. Am tired physically and emotionally. I never knew 'we' can be this tiring. I don't need to be drained out emotionally all the time. I have better things to do. I need stability, if not I'd rather not have you.

Anyway, Mat ni buat gua gelak
Yeah, just like he said, "beat your problems today, and move forward". I'm gonna do that now.

p/s: Things I hate about guys 101- being overly sensitive. like come on dude, being sensitive is my job, not yours. =,=

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Can't expect the unexpected

Wow, what a night. My girls really went above and beyond just to surprise me! :) I was just thinking of updating my blog tonight on my wishlist and how I wanted a cake for my birthday, but I guess now I didn't have to anymore. Hahaha, I get a surprise birthday party, with cake and candles. And I'm a very happy girl tonight.

I'll upload photos with stories about tonight once I've grabbed the photos from them laterrr, yeah?

Many thanks and much love to my girls tonight: Mimi, Alin, Diana, Merah,Aisyah, Miza, Nur, Syu and Ayu. You guys rock my world! ;)

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Thursday, September 08, 2011

Syawal 2011

I can sum it up into one word. Hectic. This was the first raya the Ahmad's are independent and celebrating it in our home with no relatives present. The preparation alone makes me and my sisters feel like laborers. The most tiring days of my life; baking cookies, cooking rendang, cleaning the house and all.

That was up until second day of raya. Almost on third day of raya, the Ahmad's had a 9 hour journey back to daddy's hometown, Kedah. We hadn't been there since like, forever? About four years maybe. It was pretty amazing seeing all the familiar faces, its been to long! :) my nephews and nieces are so cute I wanna chew them! haha. okay not.

The next day we went to KL to raya at my granny's, and to celebrate the homecoming of my uncle from Aussie. All was well, except for the part where I have to carry my lappy and books around to finish my assignments. Those days were hell.

Especially the Sunday night where I slept for like 2 hours trying to finish everything, and continued till 2pm but I still didn't get to finish certain things. That day, and Monday was hell too.

Now its already Thursday, and I'm pouting coz I have extra class tomorrow, 7 am in the morning. Like seriously? Do I have to wake up at 5.45am just to get ready for class? =.=

Okay, enough of that. Since my raya pictures are extremely limited this year, I'll just put up some of my favorites yeah?
So cute right, one of my nephews?? With daddy and big sis.

This girl is just too yummy! So cuteeeeee, like her sister Fawiza.

Finally the very mommy looking me with Haikal, the chewable boy. :D

Talk to you guys laterrr, I've got a report to write. Goodnight. :)

Wednesday, September 07, 2011

When reality sets in

13th of September is coming soon. I'm turning 20 in less than seven days! I feel old already. -,-

P/s: been busy these days, didn't get the change to update on raya and stuff. But I will keep you posted soon. Selamat Hari Raya guys!
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Monday, August 29, 2011


If missing you became a habit, then I don't like us at all.

If missing you seems one-sided, then I don't like us at all.

But, I don't want to dislike us. Don't want to.
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Friday, August 26, 2011

Salam perantauan

Hello guys! I'm very very very hyper and excited today, coz I'm finally gonna go back home for raya tonight! :D

And I'm gonna go last minute baju raya shopping at jalan TAR, I hope there are nice ones left there. :)

Am looking forward to baking cookies and seeing my family! Okay now singing Balik Kampung song. Laalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Touch wood, touch wood

Why I think today is the worst day of this sem?

Well, lets start bright early shall we?

My class today starts at 8 am, and I have a lab session at 9 am. I am proud to say that I RARELY wake up late for class. On weekends, yes I woke up at 11 or 12, but not on weekdays. Normally I'll wake up at 6.50am just to get ready for class. So this morning, Leen woke me up saying that it's 8.40am already. And I was like, damnnnn, that's a horrible start to my day and I'm pretty sure I'm running late for my lab session. I think someone texted me at 6 plus plus am, woke me up and I must've turned off my alarm clock by accident. Thankyouverymuch. =.=

Sure enough, we arrived 15 minutes late. And we proceed with pipetting solutions into test tubes, yada yada yada. Halfway through, we realized that we're doing the wrong experiment. =,=

We redo the experiment, and went to take the absorbance. Then all the readings are negative! Which is useless in our experiment, meaning we have to have a hell time writing our discussions, or we'll have to take the results from other groups. And we chose the latter.

Now, fast forwarding to the end of classes and all. It was 5pm, and I was rushing home to go sleep or relax, or whatever, since the girls and I are gonna break fast together later. When I arrived at my car, I was petrified to see
THIS. *not the real image*

Luckily my car was parked in front of a tyre shop. I was gonna get the guy to change my tyre, but then he said my tyre is fine. And he said that someone must've deflate it. -,-

Wtf, seriously? That's a fucking waste of time. Thank you abg tukar tayar, but fuck you stupid fella whom deflate my tyre!

Now all is well, and hopefully it'll continue to be well. ;)

p/s: someone made me totally unhappy today. well, thank you for that too.

Monday, August 22, 2011

The King of all ridiculous

So I was google-ing my blog post title last night for fun, and guess what I found?
The same title, the same entry, same exact words with minor changes, only from a different blog. Like wtf right?

Click image to enlarge. This is EXACTLY like my post. click here---> Movies please?

And these two posts are of the same title I'm Sorry, I Love You and The obedient one

I'm not gonna disclose who the owner of the blog is, but come on, girl. I don't mind you stalking my blog, or reading it. But to take my written thoughts and feelings and post it up as yours is just too much. Like seriously, get a life.

Stop raping my blog, its solely mine and mine only. You don't know anything till you've walked in my shoes, so copying and pasting? Nope, not gonna get you there.

This is by far the most ridiculous thing everrrrrrr. Kthxbai. =,=

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Zombie week again

A very very very nice song. Agreed?

I have a very long report to finish tonight. Let's hope that I could finish it in time! :)
*Okay typing furiously now. Laterrr people!

Oh so random

Being happy is a lot harder than it looks. Trying to be happy is a lot of work, both time consuming and also tiring. I am doing this for you. I am trying to be happy for you, and because of you.

It took me two years to get to this point, but somehow I think I'm back to square one again.

That's why they say that the greatest thing that ever happened to you, might also be the biggest mistake of your life. Well, you were my biggest mistake.

Saturday, August 20, 2011


I think I should probably change my url soon. I have this theory, and I had it tested yesterday.

Guess what? The theory is proven to be true. Yay me!

But then again, maybe I won't change my url. Its a nuisance and I don't really care who reads my blog. If I think you're an ass, then you'll still be an ass to me.

Anyways, after much thought to my temper tantrums last night, I realized that my good friend deserve a beating. But still, getting super mad over that is just well, I don't know, inappropiate?

Well, he's not my boyfriend afterall. Like, get a grip girl. Don't mistaken your bestfriend for your boyfriend.

I'm super busy that I don't need one at the moment to add to my pile of work, thank you. :)

I'm not superwoman

Although I've let out my anger on twitter just now, it still feels insufficient. Hell, I don't even know if I'm THAT angry. I just feel wronged.

Now get this point straight. I don't like driving, and I hate driving at night, much worse, driving alone at night. I get scared easily, and I'm a timid person. So if you wanna meet me, please fetch me thank you. -,-'

Another thing, I hate it when you said that you're coming and end up not showing up. Common sense la bro. Of course I've dolled myself up, and the minute you say that you're not coming, you became the jerk.

So, the end result is: I don't feel like talking to you tonight and I'm not picking up the phone. Nope, I'm still awake but I just refuse to talk to you.

Oh yes, I am mad. Talk to me tomorrow and we'll see how.

Till then, the very pissed off me is gonna go sleep. Goodnight the rest of you lovely people! :)
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Wishlist: Batch 001

Hey guys, its been a long and tiring week. As promised, here's my first batch of wishlist. And there's only three that I can think of right now. So here goes.... :)

I know, I know, wtf right? Pikachu pajamas? =.=' Well, if you guys had known me long enough, you'll be sure to know that I'm a big fan of pjs. But I don't buy it all the time, sadly. Why I love pjs? Coz wearing pjs makes me feel at home, at ease, and its very comfortable! :D
Ouh. In case you guys are wondering, I don't want pikachu pjs. I just want this uber cute long sweatshirt! It looks comfortable for me to sleep in. Hehehehe. Moving on,
I want a new pair of loafers! Mine is looking very worn and ugly at the moment, I think I need new ones ASAP. This is due to the fact that I wore it to class almost everyday. I personally like the yellow, mint and light blue colour from this photo. So, get me one of those please? ;P
This is the MOST WANTED out of all three items. I found this from glossyaddiction and its selling only for RM59! Get me this, get me this!! :D :D
In black. But I prefer the cream colour one coz I have a few black coloured handbags already. hee.

I'm super sleepy while writing this, so goodbye for now. I'll be posting another entry before I go to bed, after this. Thanks for reading, and take out your wallet and purses now!

What are you waiting for?


Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Be the third man

"There's only two types of men in this world. The one who cheats, and the one who wants to." -Louis Khoo.

Watched Don't Go Breaking My Heart and got that. Interesting FACT. :)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Why women like tall guys?

Because of these.......
Miu Miu Mary Jane pumps. Lovely! :)
Prada Mary Jane pumps.
Black Oxford platforms
Oxford platform

Christian Louboutin platform sandal!

Well, given someone of my height, or maybe women who are taller than me, its very important to find a guy who's at least 10 cm taller than us. Why? Because we women refuse to give up our rights for wearing sky high stilettos. And we don't want our boyfriends, or husband or kids, err. Okay not kids, to be shorter than us when we're in heels. That'll look, well, unappealing?

Don't get me wrong, there's no discrimination against shorter guys here. There's a saying if a woman marry a shorter guy, they'll be blessed with prosperity and wealth. I don't know about that. Hehe.

Anyway, the point I'm writing this is because its 14th of August already! And in less than a month, I'll be turning 20. So this month, I'll be posting my wishlist here and there. Please try to get presents from my wishlist yeah? Or NOT. Its the thought that counts afterall. *I'll love you more if it comes from my wishlist though! hahahaha :)

I've bought the oxford platforms already, so I'm still thinking of others for you guys to splurge on.

I've been eyeing a very nice looking Mary Jane pumps, and I absolutely love it. Get me that one instead! I'll keep you guys posted. Goodnight, people! xx

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Breathe in, out, up up and away!

The title is ridiculous I know. Its finally Wednesday and I can breathe a huge sigh of relieve since tomorrow I'm handing in two assignments, which further means less work on my plate. The downside of tomorrow is as usual, my four hour Instrumental Analysis lab. But I think it'll be bearable coz our group is doing an experiment involving gunpowder and I can't wait to get my hands on em' guns! :D Okay, not real guns of course. Still, firing a toy gun will be the highlight of my day. hehehe

Tomorrow is also the first day I'm fasting again, so I'm excited! I've been eating like a pig this whole week, therefore fasting is in dire need to lose some kgs. :) Us girls are planning on break fasting at pak cik's tomorrow! It'll be awesome I bet. I miss his cooking!

Gotta go guys, I have a very confusing lab report to get myself confused with. Till then, watch this for good laughs. Shane Dawson; funny dude. :)

Sunday, August 07, 2011

I need new hair

I mean, not literally new hair. Coz that would mean that I'd have to shave my head bald and grow new hair. Well, you know the drill.

I'm talking about getting a curl again or cutting it short. My hair is super long now, I kid you not. Almost reaching my waist, and its awfully messy. I'm thinking of getting it permed only towards the end of my hair. Buttttt, I dont know. It means that I'm keeping it messy at the end of the day. And this semester is just too hectic for me to have time to take care of my hair. Besides, I'm especially concerned with the fact that my hair is dry, and it looks unhealthy. I better get it treated soon!
My current picture. Messy hair right?

Okay, I can completely forget the idea of cutting my hair short. The last time I had it short, my face looked ten times bigger! Where do I get to hide my precious cheeks? Nowhere. So its out there, in the open. I looked like a fucking mom! NOPE. Not gonna go there this time.

I need time to decide. Ouh wait. I HAVE PLENTY OF TIME. Well, until raya that is. Who knows, I might not change anything at all.

Enough hair talk. Its school day, tomorrow. Yuppp. Class starts at 8am, thank you. Have a great week ahead guys! :D

7th Ramadhan

I know. Second post in a night. I must be bored out of my mind. :D But, but butttt. I'm here to advertise! Since its already the 7th day of Ramadhan, and raya is coming in well, another 23 days, the hunt for baju raya must be on right?

Check out this blogshop! Chicks and Dresses

They have some prom dresses for rent! Geolens are also available at very reasonable prices! :)
I think they're still working on selling dresses, so we'll see.
But still, visit it if you're a fan of cute colourful contact lenses!
Cute ayy?

p/s: This is not a paid advertisement, tq. ;)

Saturday, August 06, 2011

I must be doing something right

Its the middle of Saturday night, and I'm still awake. Yeay me! :) My laziness in the morning is totally over the top. Its like I've wasted Saturday doing nothing. Well, that gotta change. Everything must change. I'm planning things to do tomorrow.

Maybe I can start off by waking up early. Okay here's the tricky part. Anyone who knows me know that on weekends I hate getting up early. The earliest will be 11, 12 pm? I know, too much sleep is not healthy, but after an excruciating routine of waking up early for classes Monday to Friday, I always thought I deserve it.

But then again, maybe no.

I thought I'd try waking up a little early tomorrow. :) We'll see.

So, just now I was video-walking on Youtube and I found songs I love from Westlife. My all time favorite boyband! I'll just put one up here.

I cried just now watching Us Against the World video. That song is just so sadddd. :( But 'Something Right' is just okay. hehe.

Friday, August 05, 2011

Its Friday already??

Today I woke up with a cramp in the stomach. Ouh, its period pain. Good morning ovary! :) Maybe its too cold, hence the elevated degree of pain. Although it took me up till noon to find my pink panadol, I'm glad I found it in one of my handbags. Now waiting for the effect to take place. Waiting for the ovary muscles to relax.

My life savior.

Hey, have you guys watched No Strings Attached? I thought about the part where Ashton Kutcher made Natalie Portman a period playlist. That was hilarious! I mean, a period playlist? Seriously? xD

So, in another hour or so I shall get ready to go to class. Just one class. Awesomeee! I shall not blabber much coz I got work to do, but I'm putting up this video coz I simply love it and of course the song. :)

Thursday, August 04, 2011

On the brightside

So you guys know how I've been whining about going to lab sessions this week right? Well, it turned out that one of my labs isn't that bad at all. I have three labs this semester; Crop Science *I knowwwwww, blerghhhhh* Cell Metabolism, and Instrumental Analysis.

Now what I really wanna talk about is my Cell Met lab. :D My demonstrator this semester is...... well, how shall I put it? Easy on the eyes, and have a great personality. Although in the beginning, most of us find him annoying coz he was always walking around asking us this and that, BUT in the end I mostly find him adorable! hehehehe. He's just so kind and funny! I hope he gives out marks easily too, though. I'll love him more if he do that.

See how sweet he is? He even took the time to write this and put it on our table. :D I wonder whether I should abuse his email address with love letters and all. Okay, NOT happening.

Well, how easy on the eyes is he? He's tall and you guys know how I'm a sucker for tall guys right? So that's a plus. In terms of looks, he's just typical good looking.
Not as good looking as Ryan Seacrest though. ;)

Ermm, why am I talking so much about my demo anyway??

Moving on, Crop Science was okay but Instrumental Analysis was hell. Its a too long and tiring lab. Four hours doing the experiment makes me wonder my fate if I were to work in the lab in the future. NO THANK YOU. Too boring to repeat the same thing over and overrr again.

On another note, its red flag day for me! This following week should be more energetic for me since I'm not fasting! I'm super excited, but I can feel the menstrual cramps coming. That's bad news. But. But. But. I have good news too! Tomorrow I have only one class at 3pm, hence I can sleep late tonight. Bahahaha. xD Okay guys, I gotta continue typing reports and stuffs.

Note to self: I'm a lousy driver. That's a fact. I wonder when will that fact change? I pity my baby car. He got me, the lousy driver as the owner. God save us both, baby. Mommy's gonna take care of you better this time. Have faith.

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

Let's see what you're build of

Mood swings are just around the corner, and it'll be a bumpy ride guys. Wht with the hot weather and all. Be prepared for emo entries, or pissed off entries yeah. Orrr, maybe not. Let's hope that I don't get mad that much this month. I started off August with a good feeling, and I hope this month treats me well! ;)
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Sunday, July 31, 2011


Well, it had been a crazy week. Not sitting in front of the lappy for five days is absolute torture. Thanks Mimi and Leen for letting me crash their room for a few days since my fan broke down. haha. I've stolen a fan from home, so now its all good. :D

Went to dinner with Liq just now. Its been, like a year or so since I last saw him. It was nice catching up. And eating at Murni always makes me eat like there's no tomorrow. Hahaha. Its the last day to eat and eat and eat afterall. Thanks yeah. :) We'll be sure to catch that movie after raya, okay?

Old news: Fasting starts tomorrow. Are you guys ready to do more good and steer away from bad things this whole month? Yes? Good. Please jangan lupa niat puasa okay! I always did that when I was much younger, so I'm reminding myself even more on this. Hehe.

Ouh. First lab session also starts tomorrow. And I don't have a lab partner. This is so sad. T_T Not to worry darlings, I'll find someone tomorrow. I wish ID took Crop Science though. Then I can pair up with him! Problem solved. Ughh, I wish. Why is he taking medicine again? No idea.

Okay I'm done writing. Too sleepy to even type. I'll just write more laterrr. Pray that I'll have a lab partner tomorrow yeah? Goodnight. :D

Friday, July 29, 2011

Here comes school ay?

This week Monashians finally starts classes and all. My first week is just bearable, and I hope next week's gonna be fine; wht with the labs starting and not to forget, RAMADHAN.

I gotta admit, I'm feeling hazy starting off this semester with different timetables with Mimi, Alin. We're independent women now. Hehe. :)Luckily Diana and my other girls are taking the same subjects.

Five days in Subang, I'm facing glitches here and there. My standing fan decided to get spoiled second day of classes and I have to worry about parking spaces unavailable to add to that pile of headache.

You guys pray for me that it'll all smooth out soon, okay? From next week onwards, it'll be back to busy me. Labs, quizzes, etc to entertain so this is a heads up for my missing action, yeah. :)
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Friday, July 22, 2011

Its time to say goodbye

Well, unexpectedly I'm leaving for Subang a day earlier. I was planning to head up on Sunday, but momsie have to work on Monday so she'll be tired if she sends me on Sunday. We're going tomorrow instead. =.=

One month is too short. I'll be having more dates with books than people after this, that's what I'm sure of. This is it. Its goodbye for the people here in Melaka, and hello for the people back in Subang.

I'll miss you guys so much after this. Thanks for making my holidays a very bright, and not so boring one! :)

A song for you love, xx. :D

Because love conquers all

Haha. Just saying, and its so not truee. :) I'm writing this midway of watching MIDAS at 4am. So sleepy, I think I'm gonna go sleep after this.

It feels so good to finally see No Min Woo in action again! His killer eyes are superb and I could die from staring at it all day. Too bad he isn't the leading cast so I'm waiting anxiously for his part in the drama.

Episodes 1-5 are done, and continuing the next 15 or so episodes tomorrow!

Ouh, and its Friday already?? Time does run like Bolt. Haha. I don't wanna go backkk! T_T

Finally, all is well in the world guys. :D I'm a happy fat girl once again. Hehe. Tty soon, xx.

P/s: sorry for being so emo these couple of days. I might be throwing tantrums coz I'm too hungry frm fasting.
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Thursday, July 21, 2011

Reality check

When you love someone so much, you get hurt a lot easier. Maybe that's why sometimes Mimi and I fought over little things. But we made up pretty soon too. Because that's what bestfriends do. We fought, we made up, and we move on. Think about it. You argue with your family members all the time. And you guys made up, and finally move on.

Its a continuation process, because it shows that you're comfortable with each other to be yourself whether they like it or not. You're family after all. But today I'm writing not to talk about that at all. Heck, I don't even know what I'm writing. -,-

Let's just say that I'm in a state of confusion. One minute I'm happy, and the next I feel sad like a lost puppy. Okay, that's the word. I'm so lost right now. Maybe I should crawl back into my shell of heart and shut the door and put a no entry sign on it back on. That sounds terrific. Ughh

Like always, I'll just erase things on my mind when I wake up tomorrow morning. New day waiting, goodnight. :)

Note to self:
Returning to Monash in four days, gotta start packing, but I'm super lazy. T_T
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Monday, July 18, 2011


I guess there's always a first time for everything right? Well, you have fun. I'll have fun for you too here. Kthxbai.
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My hands can do wonderssssss

Look, the banner is finally up! And I gotta say, it kinda look awful. My editing skills is totally not something I can brag about. I'll edit it again if I have the heart to, if not, this will be the look of this blog for awhile. Sorry, I love to write, but I cannot draw, totally! True story: If you ever have the privilege of seeing my drawing, try comparing it with kindergarten's kids drawing. The perfect match. :D

Today Toncet's finally released from the hospital. So it was a crazy long and tiring day for me, what with getting her out of the hospital, grocery shopping, yada yada yadaaaaa.

I'm sleepy, but here I am writing at 12am. Kinda early to be sleepy right? I knowwwww, this is how early I slept these days unfortunately.

News guys! New semester starts next week and I don't know what to feel for this coming semester. I should feel excited I guess. Finally entering second yearrr, there's nothing unpleasant about that. Well, except for tighter schedule and tons of assignments, that is. I'll try harder this semester, I promise. :) And I hope that my friends are as supportive as they have been all this while. Lets strive together okay?

New semester, new beginning. Counting down days; a total of seven.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

A night in...

Well, I'm pretty sure you guys have seen on facebook how my makeover went wrong. From a malay, I was transformed to a Latina? Haha, maybe tht's what makeover is all about. -,- Thank God that its free. Hehehe.

So, editing the header is out of subject today coz I'm currently having a sleepover in the hospital. Yupp, accompanying my baby sis tonight. :) it's fun actually. The bed is comfortable it almost feel like a real sleepover. Hahaha.
Since I'm uploading pictures from here, please understand its randomness. :)

Ouh, and this room got the view of funfair! Looks like it'll be fun, I haven't been to one since like agessss. T_T talk to you soon, people. Over and out.
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Headache on header

Hey everyone, these days had been... well, hectic. After the results drama and all, the girls and I decided to postpone our island vacay coz it wouldn't be fun without the complete gang! hehe. :) Good calll, I think. Maybe we'll go middle of this sem. Who knows, we're still planning on that.

It is exactly 1.30 am as I'm writing this and today my makeover is scheduled at 11 am. Big thanks to Anne for giving away her free makeover, since she's away in Canada. :D I am going to bed pretty soon, but before that, please ignore the ugly header for this layout yeah. I'm gonna fix it tomorrow maybe. I'll just have to call up a few friends for banner making tutorials I guess.

I know, I know, I suck at this technology thingy.
Till then, bear with me. If I make it to the appointment tomorrow I shall update the result of the makeover. I'm praying hard they won't doll me up horrible. :) Goodnight.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Soldier on

Today sucks. Big time. To Monashians who had viewed their results today, congratulations for all your hard work for the finals. And congratulations too for the results, no matter good or bad. You've done your best, so I congratulate you guys on that.

As for my results, Alhamdulillah. I am thankful for passing everything, but I can't say that I am proud with my results. I am very dissapointed with myself, and very pissed. When I feel like I've done enough, in the end, its still not enough. You get what I mean?

Whatever, its all over now. I need some serious cheering up tomorrow. And so I'm going out w Rakina fr lunch and what not.

I'm sad, and I think a lot about a dear friend of mine. I pray hard that everything will be okay for her, I really do. At this point of time, all I can say is, "soldier on babe!" I love you, and I'll be here no matter what.

Let's all hope for a better tomorrow. Let's still plan for our vacation babies! Forget all this sadness for a moment and enjoy each other's company, be it a moment. xx
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Saturday, July 09, 2011

Something is wrong

Is it just me, or there's really something wrong with blogger site. These days it has been weird. I might have to go change my layout again. -,-

Ouh, people. Today my mom's car got scratched pretty bad because of me, and I'm feeling a lil out of it. I literally had a mental break down once the car hit my house gate the second time. Goshh, maybe I'm really a terrible terrible driver. Or maybe I should really give up driving, I dont know.

All I know is that I have to drive, have to no matter what. So, I'm just sucking it all in and I hope tomorrow I wont be hitting anything. Please pray for me, its very dangerous for me to drive and I know it.

Thank you, ice cream man for the McFlurry. That lifted my mood, and its highly appreciated. :) Sorry for bothering you with my drama as soon as you woke up. Hehehe. xx

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Who did it better?

So today Apek and I went to watch Transformers 3: Dark of Moon. I know it was supposed to be a family date movie, but its just too long a wait for my sister to come back home that I simply have to watch it first! I figured I'll watch it 2nd time with my sibs then. :)

The movie was not as good as Transformers 1 and 2, and the question remains, who's better? Megan Fox or Rosie Huntington?
I think Megan's character looks better as Shia's gf in the movie. Rosie's character is kinda soft but sexy, Megan's kinda tomboyish sexyyyyy. :)

After the movie, we went sight-seeing by the beach. Hehe, not exactly beach, but its fun and relaxing.
Bangau yang too small, and barely visible in this pic.
My best man

My best self? Hahahaha
I should've captured him in one of those Titanic poses! Haishhhh. :P
Ouhhhhh, I love this picture! And thanks bestie for making my gigantic legs look small. :D

Overall today was a fun day! Thanks Apek for not yelling like my mom when I almost hit the motorcyclist while driving just now. Hahahaha. I'm not a bad driver, *Apek says so*. More practice I guess. :) Sayang lebih for being my 5 mins driving instructor. . =,=

Tomorrow am gonna go someplace with mom, I hope everything goes well.
Goodnight loves, xx

Friday, July 01, 2011

Movies please?

Since Transformers 3 is a total family date, I'm reserving tht to watchhhh, next week maybe. But I heard reviews for Sekali Lagi, and it looked good. I wanna watch that please?

Ouh, and I am a total failure at homeee. Can't seem to wake up early for school, and too lazy to jog. I'm screwed. If I gain more weight I'll never be able to face the world. I won't go see anyone anymore.

Okay I'm exaggerating. Well, you get the picture. Gonna go jog later maybe, dragging my sister to accompany me. :)
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Thursday, June 30, 2011

The obedient one

Is me. I'm not perfect but I tried to be obedient. Maybe I should try harder next time. I never knew you guys were so hard to please.

But sometimes, I'm tired too. A lil 'thank you' would be nice to hear.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Semut punya pasal

Mom's mad at me because of the ants. Its not really my fault that the ants got into the food right? I know tht the food is all wasted, but she could always ask me to cook new stuffs right?

And why be mad at me because I went to the movies? I only went with my long time bestfriend, Rakina and she's over the roof mad. She's not even talking to me now.

I hate it when I've done my best, and its still not enough. Today sucks. I feel like screaming out loud, but no sound would come out. Bye. Early day again tomorrow.
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Monday, June 27, 2011

Beware Green Lantern's light!

Hello Earthlings! Sorry for missing for awhile. Anyway, its all good now.

Tiba tiba je its all good kan. I know you can guess why. Exams are finally OVER!! Last paper was on Tuesday, and on Thursday me and my girls went for an all fun day at Sunway Lagoon! And I got burnt bad now. Not THAT dark though, thank God. :) I went back home on Saturday and currently am enjoying the good life in Melaka and planning to do so for a month or so.

Luckily there's a side story. Starting from tomorrow, I'll be in charge of the education and well being of my younger sibs @ I'll officially be a maid at home. You know, doing the usual thingssssss. This time a lil hard core coz I have to get up at 7 am and all. Meaning, earlier sleeping time. 12 something I guess. Early right??

Well, big sis gotta sacrifice for the lil rascals. Hehehe. I'll write more, maybe tomorrow or the day after coz I'm desperate to get some sleep. Its already 1.20 am now. I'm dead if I cant get up tomorrow.

Note to self: Watching Super 8 tomorrow with Apek. I hope the movie's okay though, coz I heard it was kinda boringgg. Am exercising a maid's rights to watch movies tomorrow! Goodnight.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Because you're special

I am writing this at 2am, so I must be crazy. NOT. Although its 2 hours late, it doesn't matter. The thought that counts afterall right?

Happy father's day Ayah! :D thank you for bringing me into ths world, for raising me up, for being the best dad I could ever ask for. I love you for working hard night and day to provide for us. You're the bread winner of the family, so precious, so stay healthy okay?

Also,I am grateful for a wonderful father like you, coz you made me into the person I am today. We seldom talked, but I know you care about us kids a lot. This 20 years as your daughter have been an honour. I wouldn't trade you for anyone else. :)

Lots of love, xx.

Final note: how's ur day guys? Mine was great! Mom cooked chicken rice, and it was yummy! She hadn't cooked for a long time and so it was good to eat her cooking again. Hehe. :) love ya momsie! Will miss ur cooking when I'm back in Subang. T_T
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Friday, June 17, 2011

When its time to go

Gambar hiasan.

Have you ever wondered how long you're gonna live? To be honest, I've never really ponder on that matter seriously before. I've always thought that I'll live a long healthy life.

But you can never be too sure these days.

Two of my schoolmates recently passed away. Both as a result of health complications. Both at the age of 20. Life is short for them right? Too short. They left too soon. I know that its their time to go. Allah loves them more, and so they're tested that way. I cannot help myself but feel sad at the lives lost, and how unappreciative of life I am.

I feel like I haven't live myself to the fullest yet, to say that I can die happy now. I have so many things in life that I wanna do and I am thankful that Allah still gives me life to live, to learn, make mistakes, fall and get back up again. I'm thankful that I can still be with the ones I love, to enjoy their company and cherish the moments I have with them, before that final draw of breath.

I know I had been unsatisfied with life before. I know how ungrateful I was. Astaghfirullahalazim.

Thank you Allah for giving me another day to live. Alhamdulillah.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Dead of night

My second last paper today was, okay I think, compared to the previous ones. And since I had been wanting to catch a movie since finals started, I went to watch Dylan Dog, Dead of Night just now. :)

I must say that I was quite dissapointed by the draggy storyline. I expexted it to be more interesting when I watched the trailer, but sadly the funny parts are only in pieces here and there.

Minus all that, I had a great time having date night with Amiron. Thanks for the dinner and movie, and for being such a pleasant company. :)

Ouh. And I ran into Eimal while I was in OU. He mentioned abt Adam and his operation and all. I know I've promised to go visit him, but Apek and I just couldn't find the right time. Hang in there ya buddy? We'll be visiting soon. :)

Goodnight loves, I'm totally beat now. Talk to you soon, xx.
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Monday, June 13, 2011

I'm sorry, I love you

Ever wondered why the tongue is as sharp as a knife? Or words for that matter. I don't know what is up with me these days. I've said mean things, stupid things, you name it. Is it the stress, or loneliness that got into me? Well, I have no idea. Just maybe its me having ridiculous thoughts of no one who understands me, no one for me to talk to, or no one to listen to me whine.

Indeed, humans are ungrateful right? No, I mean, I AM ungrateful. I have wonderful friends who are always there. A lot of people to blurt my problems to. And they listen, and listen without fail. Somehow I feel like my words might've hurt them unintentionally. And for that, I'm really sorry.

I'm not asking for understanding to what I've said, for there's no turning back on things said and done. Just know that I was being ridiculous and I didn't mean what I said. For hurting you, and disappointing you, I am terribly sorry. For being such a coward with this apology, I am sorry. For being a self-centered bitch, I'm sorry too.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Beauty is pain

Because I got blisters from my heels, and my knees hurt so bad from the previous fall I think. I don't know why my knees would hurt, but it did, unfortunately.

Okay, so today Mimi and I went to Penyet since we're so hungry and all. Its been awhile since we had time to go for a nice meal. I'm glad we went and stuff ourselves full! Hehe. And we got ourselves new nails! :) I love love it. Hehehe

So tomorrow I might be going out with Enilda, I'm not sure if she'll be here, I hope she would. I haven't seen her in a while, it'd be nice to catch up! Talk to ya laterr aight? Goodnight, I hve to go to sleep now, legs are killing me! :(
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Saturday, June 11, 2011

Gotta be Somebody

I am officially depressed. I'm turning twenty in another 3 months or so, and I cant afford acting the way I was anymore. I can't afford regretting things unsaid. I can't afford not saying things on my mind.

I see people who's honest and unpretentious and I envy them. I see people who isn't hypocrite and not afraid of being themselves and I envy them.

You see, I care too much about other people's feelings that I always end up hurting mine.

Monday, June 06, 2011

Finals fever!

I'm pretty sure Monashians are dealing with wht I'm dealing right now. Everyone stayed in their room, or looked too immersed in their studying to be bothered. Yeah, the stress is on my dear friends. Bring it on, baby! :D

What do you guys do, when you've read too much you could throw up? Well, some play computer games, watch movies etc. Me? I'm pretty much the same. Lepaking, bothering ppl is part of my job. Heh?

Okay, well, other thn tht, I destress by playing rubiks. Its been there with me fr my exams every year since aftr spm. Good mind exercise I think. Especially after the brain has been twisted ths way and tht by books and notes. :D

Just a quick update, yeah. First paper is on Wednesday, Biotech. And followed by Chemistry the day after. Pray for me okay? I'll keep u guys in my prayers too. :)

Note to self: If I ever have to choose again, I'll study law or nutrition instead of this. I keep questioning why did I chose science. And I believe I've found the reason; maybe I just wanna make my life miserable as it is. T_T
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Monday, May 30, 2011

Sign of hardwork

See that? That is my bedroom wall. A reminder of me working my ass off for SPM, and even PMR five years ago. Where is that drive now?
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Let's hook up!

Noooo, I mean catch up. :D Well, I am currently in Melaka for a week or so preparing for finals. I know, the idea blows the minute I set foot in front of the doorsteps, coz I was having so much fun at home and all. But who cares? Its more family time anyway.

So, wht have u people been up to? IPTA students, congrats on ur VERY long break! As for Monashians like me, I'd say.... Break a leg! Have fun cracking ur brain this whole month. :)

Heyyy, on the bright side, the holidays are drawing near! I'm looking forward to that. Gotta motivate myself on a bigger picture here, since these days I am in a very lacking drive to study kinda mode. Do me a favor, okay guys? Do always TELL ME that you guys finished studying everythg! That way I won't wanna be left out, so I'll study more.hehe. :) Yeah, I'm insecure tht way.

Let's help each other yeah?Sorry for being such a bore with MIA-ness. Miraclely, my lappy can't be connected to the internet ever since I got here. A little mishaps and maybe a fortunate thg, I don't know.

Don't miss me too much, I'll be back soon! :)
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Monday, May 23, 2011

Wooden legs

Hello Earthlings! Sorry for the still ugly layout, haven't had enough strength to turn on the laptop. I've been wanting to tell you guys about our first ever futsal match, but was too tired yesterday.

The ugly picture is not some kinky stuff. They are my knees. Hehe. Both still hurting till now, I kid you not.

So the match yesterday, how was it? It was awesomeee! Me and my girls- Mimi, Merah, Diana and Mizah was doing not so bad for first timers. Although all of us agreed today that water sports suits us best, we will try harder next time. :D

And I personally dig water sports. Why? Well, the chances of being injured are minimum, I don't sweat and feel hot and MY MUSCLE DOESNT SCREAM "TAKE ME OFF!"

I think all of us will be suffering for a few days at least, for over straining our muscles. Funny how we all walk like crabs from and to lectures. Hahaha. It was all worth it, wasn't it? Let's endure together guys.

Ouh, btw. Group photos for our futsal team is not with me, so I'll upload next time! Gtg STUDY now. Byeeeeeee! :)
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Saturday, May 21, 2011

See, told ya today's gonna be different.

So I changed my layout, yet again. Was quite bored just now, and needed something to lift my mood up a lil. But I'm having trouble with the coding and stuff.

That's why my blog looked kindaaaa.... Well, kinda unfinished. I might leave it like this or edit it some other time. As for now, I'll let it be. =.=

Tomorrow me and my girls are participating in a futsal match. Pray that we'll win yeah? Though I highly doubt my football kicking skills are going to get us one point even. Hehe.

Goodnight, people! Early day tomorrow. xx.

What if

I totally can't sleep right now. And I can't possibly share why am I having a hard time now. I never thought I'd be frustrated or anything, but tonight I feel that way. Why is this happening to me? Can't stop myself from asking tht question over and over again. Okay, I gotta stop. I can't afford to feel this way, this is not right.

Good things don't happen to me usually. They just never happen. And I shall deal with that.

Tomorrow is a new day, I'll let it pass, and these feelings too. I'll let it pass.

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Long night

Just got back from hanging out with my favorite lil bros; Din and Pijat. Watched Pirates of Carribean, and it was boringggg. Very draggy. Had a good time catching up and all.

And yesterday, I finally got to meet my super busy bestfriend! How was the cupcakes Apek? Haha, he still ate it even when the bottom was wet. So sorry for tht, n thanks for putting up with my lousy cakes, I love you! :D Ouh and thanks for my fave choc, glad you didn't forget. Hehehe. We watched the Priest, and the movie was so so. I absolutely love the main guy though. So sexy! For a priest I mean. -,-'

Anyway, its gonna be a long night tonight. Am having trouble sleeping. Its almost 4am already. Huu

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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Foreign food, abnormalities.

Am having diarrhea right now, I know I know, GROSS. Is it because of all the seafood I ate last night?? I highly doubt that. That was like 24 hours ago. I think I have low tolerance towards vinegar in high amount.

Yeah, super high amount. Thank you sister for deliberately putting so much vinegar and mayonnaise in the kimbap and sushi. Well, as the whole world know, mayonnaise contains vinegar, and vinegar contains... well, VINEGAR. Damn, tummy been hurting so bad! :((

Poor Shafiq also had stomach ache. Okay gtg rest. I'm super dehydrated.

P/s: heading back to Subang tomorrow night. See ya soon my love!

Final note: Met Noryang after about three years apart! Forgot to write about my reunion with Adeeb, Yang and the others, so busy these few days. Pictures are on fb, tq. Will update more later!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Ever been burnt alive?

The Ah Sos picture, and the orang minyak one. Hahahahaa.

Well, talking about being burnt, at least I've experienced it a few times now. At the hot spring! Our family have always loved soaking in the hot spring;claimed to be of lots of health benefits. What do you think?

I think its just so so. Maybe good for skin and blood circulation as my heart was pumping very hard just now while soaking. Phewww. The Ahmadsss are very heat tolerant I guess. We spent a couple of hours in Gadek before having a heavy supper and headed home.

Was a fun funny family night, especially the part where daddy throw us all in the hot pool. Haha. He looks like orang minyak in the dark, so funny! ^^

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