Have you ever wondered how long you're gonna live? To be honest, I've never really ponder on that matter seriously before. I've always thought that I'll live a long healthy life.
But you can never be too sure these days.
Two of my schoolmates recently passed away. Both as a result of health complications. Both at the age of 20. Life is short for them right? Too short. They left too soon. I know that its their time to go. Allah loves them more, and so they're tested that way. I cannot help myself but feel sad at the lives lost, and how unappreciative of life I am.
I feel like I haven't live myself to the fullest yet, to say that I can die happy now. I have so many things in life that I wanna do and I am thankful that Allah still gives me life to live, to learn, make mistakes, fall and get back up again. I'm thankful that I can still be with the ones I love, to enjoy their company and cherish the moments I have with them, before that final draw of breath.
I know I had been unsatisfied with life before. I know how ungrateful I was. Astaghfirullahalazim.
Thank you Allah for giving me another day to live. Alhamdulillah.