Monday, December 31, 2012

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The final day of 2012 is finally here, sadly though. I've always thought that 2012 will be ending on a bright happy note. It is not far from what I thought at all. Although this year is practically one of the most hardest year I have to go through, but emotionally, I'm very well content. 

Recapping 2012, it had been well, a bumpy ride. A bumpy ride leaves a lot of marks, and therefore memories. I shall let myself linger in all the good things, and move on to start a new chapter for 2013. :)

So here comes my New Year's resolution: I'm giving up on Collin.
                                           But I'm never giving up on my pursuit of happiness. Ever.
Happy New Year loves!

Thursday, December 27, 2012

The real Collin

Cute, right? Ngahaha. Gonna stare all morning. :)

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Risky business

I changed my mind after much thought. I removed the Collin posts. It is not safe, I've decided. Maybe I'll talk more about Collin after my internship ends. Until then, I have to keep everything under wraps. Can't risk anyone lurking in my blog. Can't bear being exposed too soon either.So, I'm gonna be a very boring writer these remaining two months, I guess. Not that I'm not a very boring writer already. Well, you get my drift. Hehe

Gotta go now. Have work that's due today, and its still not done. TTYS!

Monday, December 24, 2012


Hello again, Monday. I'm here back in the office, and its so deserted today! Most of them are away on Christmas leave and its just me in this part of the office. Anyways, I was pretty much just googling stuffs just now and I decided to Google my name. I was surprised to learn that all of my social sites are available on Google, especially my blog! I switched my display name like agesss ago to avoid this particular situation. But my blog still appears as my old posts were signed under my name. 

Ughhh. I feel so exposed now.

Thinking back on my hobby of stalking people especially by googling their names, I'm pretty sure if anyone were to find out more about me, there'll just Google my name. And tadahhhh! Everything's there! T_T I AM SO DEAD. If anyone from the office were to do just that, there'll definitely discover my so-called 'SECRETS'! Can't we like remove ourselves from Google's result list or something? 

Its not that I don't want people reading my blog, seeing that my blog is not privated. So far, I've written stuffs only for my friends and family to read simply BECAUSE THEY KNOW ME. BECAUSE THEY DON'T JUDGE.

I can't imagine expressing myself more politely or avoiding curses meant for people who deserved it. So I've decided to just keep using this url. Changing it will be a hassle as I've been using this url for like, forever. 

Okay lah, gotta tone down on mentioning my crushes here all the time. Well, at least I'm gonna edit the initials and assign different alphabets to them, Ngahahaha, that way I can ALWAYS talk about my crushes.

Now editing old posts. TTYS! 

Sunday, December 23, 2012

The aftereffect

Hi again guys. I know my previous post was full of anger and what not, and I missed the chance to tell how awesome my FELDA trip was! I'll be writing  post on the trip soon. I'm still waiting for pictures from the trip and I'll post it up as soon as I get it. Hehe.

Btw, my deferred exam date is finally out! It's on the 22nd of January, which is exactly a month away. Gotta start getting myself busy with studying I guess. I hope I can make time to study after work or something. I'm getting worried. And nervous. Aiyak.

Talk to you soon loves. I'm hopping right into bed after this. Night!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012


I am so loving this song right now. :) 
"Losing him was blue like I’d never known
 Missing him was dark grey all alone 
 Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met 
 But loving him was red 
 Oh red burning red" 
 Taylor Swift- Red

Monday, December 17, 2012

No more blues

Hello all, happy Monday!! I am sitting in the office with the details of our FELDA trip in front of me. Phewwwww. Those two days are gonna be super tiring anddd FUN I bet! Or, I sure hope for it to be a fun learning experience for me. It will be me, and a few of my colleagues taking exchange students on a trip to visit the plantations, explaining stuffs, yada yada yada. I told you about how nervous I was right?
***edited, some parts removed***

Now, what to pack? What to wear? I'm thinking a lot about stuffs like that now. Hehe. Typical me. Its a two days trip, and I have to really think of comfort wear as we'll be in plantations and visiting orangutan in the rehabilitation centre. I hope that we'll be lodging somewhere comfortable. I need all the sleep I can get. :)

Will update more on the trip soon. Gotta get back to work now!

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Like a boss

Hello again fellas! As usual, the boring me is in the office typing away when no one's looking. Sneaky bitch, sometimes I get to watch my drama uninterrupted. Hehehe. Too bad my desk is next to the door, people keep going in and out and I am totally exposed when I'm on other sites. Grr.

Not to worry, this week's time at the office's gonna end pretty soon. Its half-day tomorrow, and I cant wait to get in my car and drive back to Melaka. Some time at home will be good to get  me geared up for the anticipated hectic week when I come back. A visit to the FELDA is exciting, but I'm getting cold feet, fearing I won't perform well or what not.

Enough of that.

Today, I'm waiting excitedly for my Durian Crepe to be delivered. Thinking about it is making me hungry now. Huuu. I can't stop thinking about it. I must be having the crepe fever! Luls, drama queen much?

Anyway, talking about crepes makes me think about the kids. The day before I met up with the kids from Jasin. Its been a while, and they'll be flying off to Aussie and Japan soon. I had a great time reminiscing about school, and what not. I'll surely miss them once they're gone,but its all cool. I can always  fb-stalk them. Hahaha.

Gotta get back to work now. The finance director is staring.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Dear Santa


Monday, December 10, 2012

Happy Monday!

 Hello earthlings! I'm back here in the office, after a very unproductive weekend. My first week at work ended okay, besides me being bored out of my wits when there's no work to do. Hehe. I should probably try to get people to give me errands to do whenever I'm free. Because the alternative of me sleeping in the office is not gonna be a pretty sight. This week, I'll be working for only two and a half days because of the public holiday, and the family day here. Interns don't get to participate. Sobssss. :(

 On the bright side, I get to go back to Melaka for the weekends! I miss good food at home, and a certain burger stall in mind to visit once I get back. I'm also thinking of getting a haircut while I'm at it. The split ends are driving me crazy these days! My hair dresser will be sure to nag. Haish, its been a while since I last saw him. I wonder what kind of hairdo is he sporting now? Hehe. Can't wait to have a look at it.

Well, on another note, now is the durian season right? And so Mimo and I went crazy looking for Durian crepe over the weekends. but we only found the smaller version of a pancake at Mid Valley. Enough to satisfy my cravings for a while. But, gotta find a new supplier soon! Maybe by ordering? Oh, my cravings!

Friday, December 07, 2012

Oh, so random!

The moment your name slips from my lips, my heart feels the familiar ache. Maybe because I miss you. I miss you. There, I said it.
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Thursday, December 06, 2012

What I love

joong ki ufo HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He made my day. :D

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Finally, its December

Hello guys. Its been a while. With all the things that's been going on lately, I'm on the busy side now.

And so, as promised, the good news. I finally got accepted for an internship! Ngehehe. Though the holiday seems so short, now that I left it, I managed to drag my feet back to Sunway to give this three months a day to day working experience till March. Just pray that everything goes well while I'm here, won't you?

Well, this is my third day here and everything's been wonderful so far. I'm still very awkward around other staffs, but they're really nice and friendly, its all cool. Hehehe. I can't tell whether these three months are gonna end up in a good note or not, but I hope it will. I know I've said this a lot. You know, the things I said about how I would hate it if I have to go and work in the lab? Yeah, that one. Apparently, I am currently not working in a lab, but in the office, doing paperwork. Still, I feel like this is not my calling. So, I'm thinking of asking my supervisor if he could kindly let me experience doing lab work for a few days, maybe towards the end of my intern. It'd be nice if I can try out different things here. I am especially looking forward to the event management aspect, but we'll see how that goes.

I guess I'll be writing more when I'm here. The office is too cold, and I need to look hardworking. Hee. :)

Don't miss me too much ya? Ttys.