Monday, December 30, 2013

Saying goodbye to 2013

Hello again, people! I'm sorry I haven't been writing lately. What with work and stuffs, it's difficult for me to find time to write. Stuffs, namely "I have moved into a place with no internet connection". Which explains my depressed self, lately. So this is what it feels like, being disconnected from people. I don't like it. Shall install internet or something once I start making money. Now I'm just in a state of constant broke-ness. Sobsss. 

Well, enough of that. What this post is all about is, saying goodbye to yet another wonderful year! 2013 had been great for me. I graduated, I got a job, I made precious memories with family and friends, I adopted two adorable kittens, and the list goes on and on and on. Though I must've whined a lot along the way, I was truly happy this whole year. I hope next year will bring even more joy into my life, and hopefully I'll be a better person, physically, mentally and spiritually. 

How about pictures to recap 2013? Yes? 

Earlier this year. I miss my long hair!!
The second USS+JB trip with my gals. I love them so much!
Our 22nd birthday bash. ;) Memorable night. 
A day out with this lovely gal that I seldom get to meet! I miss you, makcik!
Trick Art Museum visit. Hehehe

Mini reunion, with my lovelies!

Raya 2013, with my handsome boys. Muahhhhh. 

My birthday dinner, at home! First after so many years of being away from home on my birthdays.

The kitten we brought in. Oyen! He's so tiny at the time.

Big sis' graduation. :)

The days at the academy, with my gossip friend. Hee.

The day I graduated! ;D

My second graduation, this time from the academy. ;)

My two adorable kitties at home! Oyen and Black. Hehehe.

So, that pretty much sums up my 2013. I have so many things to be thankful for. I thank God for blessing me with another year to live, and learn and love. For giving me wonderful family and friends who have been nothing but supportive, when I hit rock bottom. 

Kittens, I don't know if you guys are reading this, but if you do, know that I love you guys so much! Thank you for being there for me through it all, it's a blessing to have great friends and I am grateful for you guys. :) 

Here's to another blissful year, InsyaAllah. 

Happy New Year, babies. 
Tons of love, xx.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

Of swollen lymph nodes and what not

Hey people! I am typing excitedly coz I'm going back to Melaka tomorrow! Goshh I miss my family so muchhh. And my two baby kittens as well! Oh yes, I have kittens now. Well, mom decided to have em, so there you go. :)

Anyways, I was down with fever a couple of days ago and my lymph node is swollen and wont go back to normal. Which is worrying, since two weeks ago I experienced the same thing. But thank God my annoying headache got better, or else I would've cried and cried like a baby. Tsktsktsk. What a sight.

I hope by the time I reach home tomorrow, the nodes wont be swollen ad much. Or else, I need to go see the doctor again. Which is a hassle! Well, have to have to. Can't afford to get sick. 

Sleep first, babies. Talk soon. 

Friday, December 13, 2013

Painting the sky RED

Just a quick one. Simply because I need to sleep now now now coz of my morning flight. I wanted to update ages ago, but it seems like I only managed to squeeze in some time to write, now. 

How are you people these days? Great, I hope. Good news for me too, as I've found a room to rent! Hahaha. Gosh, it took me months to get this one. I'm moving in tomorrow, if everything goes well. I hope I'll still be able to stand after my long flight and the move tomorrow. Well, it's better to move in ASAP right? Save on time to commute and stuffs. 

Enough ranting. December days are thinning so soon ayy? 2014 is fast approaching! Have a wonderful time over Xmas and New Year, people! And remember to always count your blessings. I've been doing that a lot lately. 

This picture is long due, so here it is! The picture of my last day of classes. Talk soon loves. I've got more packing to do. 
xx

Friday, November 29, 2013

The bends


Excuse my shitty face, I was way too tired on my drive back home today. And I've concluded again and again that I should find a place to rent near my work place. It's a terribly long commute, one hour plus to work, one hour back. The toll is fucking expensive, not to mention petrol! I could easily spend 200 per week on petrol and toll alone. Now I'm sobbing. Hard. 

I should've immediately moved into that apartment that I found last week! Ughh. Now someone else has taken that room. I iz sadd. I iz dissapointed. More sobss.

Gosh, why is it so hard to find a decent room to rent these days? I just need to live in an all-ladies apartment, which is preferably fully-furnished and guarded. Simple. To find a room that fits that criteria is so hard these days. And I don't like settling for a room that doesn't meet the criteria. Does that make me fussy? Err, I don't think so. 

Anyways, gotta go. Eyes are droopy, and I still have more house-hunting to get back to. Pray that I'll find a place yeah?

Thanks. I love you. ;) 

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Me and crushes

God knows I have way too many crushes! Why do I fall so easy? Okay la not fall fall, but I find it easy to like someone, and easy to get bored of them and move on to another person. It is not a disease, it is called 'exploring your likes and dislikes'. Which I think is fun, no?

Living in the moment now, living in the moment. 

Afterall, it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt right? Better not be me then. 

Safety exams tomorrow! Wish me luck loves! xx

Sunday, November 24, 2013

The Big Day

It turns out the day that I've waited for excitedly for the past three years was.....short-lived. It was my convocation last week! It was short-lived coz I was rushing here and there and I had little time to take pictures in my robe. Sobssss. I'm only writing about it now, obviously because I'm busy with my training which completes in another two weeks. Hehe. Well, back to my convo story. 

It was a very happy day for me, but I remembered feeling sad as well coz I'm leaving school and friends and now I'm gonna be stuck in the 'real world' to fend for myself. Urghh me and dramas, I know I know. Anyways, my family and close friends were there for support and that's the thing that matters. :) I also received my daisies bouquet from mom, which I adore, and the greatest graduation gifts from the Kittens! 

I can't believe after three years buried in lab work, reports and exams, I finally graduated! I'm looking forward to life after this, but at the moment I'm still in my broke, no good phase. Well, earning money's gonna take a lil bit more time, yeah?

Now off to pictures!

Half of us

The Kittens, complete set.

The family photo, dad was out having ciggs. Blerghh

The parents, and a paparazzi hand apparently.

The degree. Oh finally! :D

That's it, people. A quickie! I have exams for the next three days, pray for me okay? Goodnight, muahmuahmuah!

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Afraid





You're too mean, I don't like you
Fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I won't fight you
You suck anyway -The Neighbourhood

Thursday, November 07, 2013

I thought exam days are over...

HBut they're not! Working people take lots of exams too. Namely: me. So I am back in my studying mood and habits, and I'm getting fatter because of that. 

You know why? 

I eat a lot when I study, because my brain is just too tired and I think I deserve food. 

Well, apparently I don't deserve food. 

Oh, and I'm feeling whiny now coz I'm down with fever. Sobs. I hate falling sick and I have to study on top of all that. Imagine having to shove in information after information in your brain when your head feels like exploding. Not fun, not fun.

Which is why I'm cursing the person who spread this fever bacteria or virus to me. Or maybe the weather.

But that will be just sinful. So...

I'm embracing the sickness and trying to get better. I'm taking lots and lots of paracetamol and water, i'll be good in no time.

Pray for me that I'll get well soon, people! 
xx

Sunday, November 03, 2013

After the horror

Well hello faithful readers! I've been away for quite some time, haven't I? Let's just say that I have a lot on my plate at the moment. 

Updates?

A month ago I was busy job-hunting and all, now I'm employed, sort-off. I'm still in my rookie-phase, waiting to be a confirmed staff. Things are hard sometimes, but I just push forward because I love doing what I'm doing. 

It's funny just how fast I'm losing respect just because of my career choice. I'd be lying if I say that I don't care what people think of me when I tell them what I'm doing now after graduating, but I've decided not to be bothered by it as much. I am happy now, that is the only thing that matters. 

I'll try to write more, I promise. 

But now I need to go to sleep, new job requires good skin. -,-
xx

Oh and my hair is now short short short!

A thing to note for close friends: I'd rather you guys criticize about my career choice behind my back, and not in my face. I'd appreciate it much more if you people keep whatever opinion you have to yourselves. I'm having a hard time as it is, so if you can't be supportive, I wish you guys will just keep quiet about it. 

Goodnight people, I still love you guys. 

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Just because...

I'm showing you guys that I'm not just sitting at home doing nothing, like watching Grey's Anatomy back to back. I'm actually busy jobhunting and what not. Proof you say?
Tada! My post-interview picture. Yeah yeah, my first interview to be precise. I hope I get this job though, coz I kinda like the job specs. But, if I don't get it, I'll just keep on trying for other open positions. Afterall, that's what jobhunting is all about right? ;)

Oh, you know how I've promised to write about my birthday? I will, soon. Or when I have time. Hehe. Can you believe it? I'm officially 22! Weehooo! It's been a great year, I sure hope that it gets better. 

I'll update soon, promise. Gosh, I miss writing. 

Love, love, love, pray for me! 
xx.

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Quickie

Quick update! This week is crazy busy for me, I had too many things to do and what not. Sorry guys, birthday is coming and all. I'll be updating soon!

Meanwhile, one picture from today. I am getting fatter!! Sobs. :(

But hey, could always not eat for a week right?

Okay not.

Exercise then.

Which reminds me, I have to jog jog jog tomorrow morning! Ughh. I know, I know. Me?? Jogging? Morning? Don't normally go in one sentence, but ya know fatty has to go kick some of this fat far far awayyy.

Talk soon loves.

Friday, September 06, 2013

One more week

In exactly one week, I'll be 22! Which is old news, since I've been talking about this since like forever. Still, counting down is nice, no?

I still can't digest the fact that it is now September. I am in denial. Not because I hate adding another year to my age, but more because this year is coming to an end and I need a job or something. Gosh, life is gonna get harder, real life is coming. Nooooo!

I wish I could go back to the time when I wished I'll grow up soon and be an adult, and kick myself for wishing that in the first place. Being an adult is no fun. I'd rather go back to standard one and do it all over again, given the chance. Such a coward, this girl is. Running away from the reality of it all.

Truth is, I don't know what to do with my life now. I am not generating money, I'm just spending money I haven't earned and I'm beginning to feel more and more ashamed of that. So.....

Unemployment has to end, pronto.

Should go read: Job-hunting for Dummies.

xx

Friday, August 30, 2013

The end of August

So, 1st of September is fast approaching. With that, my birthday too! Which is in another 14 days to be precise. :)

You know how excited I am every time when it's near my birthday right? I'm gonna be 22 soon! Wow, it feels surreal. I think I have blog posts from when I was 17 in this blog. My writing changes, my relationship changes, my interests change, and I've changed too.

Sometimes I feel like I've matured a lot, sometimes I feel like I'm still a kid, who's aging.

Yeah, aging. That is becoming a problem more and more now.

You guys should get me anti-aging cosmetics for my birthday. Pretty please? I'm feeling very wrinkly and saggy now. Saggy? luls.

Talk soon loves.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

La la la



"I can't find those silver linings
I don't mean to judge
But when you read your speech, it's tiring
Enough is enough

I'm covering my ears like a kid
When your words mean nothing, I go la la la
I'm turning off the volume when you speak
Cause if my heart can't stop it, I find a way to block it
I go la la la la la la "

What I love listening to these days. :) Don't you guys find this song cute as well?? Like you know, "lalala I don't wanna listen to your speech anymore, take that."

Updates?

None.

I am still happily unemployed. I don't wanna get out of unemployment, I just love it that much at the moment. Bahaha.

I know, I know, I should go job hunting and all, but give me some time. It just feels nice doing nothing now. Unemployment is just too awesome. Hehehe

Saturday, August 24, 2013

We found love


New boyfriend. :) What I love most about him? His extremely long legs. 

xx loves. 

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Awake

I am thinking of ways to not get dragged down by this. As of now, I'm still awake at 4 am, which is not good at all. My ego can't take the fact that I'm the only one affected by the break up, while he's perfectly fine. Okay, putting aside my ego, for him to not care about me at all is just....sad, and depressing. It just goes to show that what I thought of him was right all along. He didn't think I was worth the effort.

Douche. 

Roll in the next boyfriend please? 

Okay, not. I have too much on my plate right now, I don't need any more complications, namely.....boys.

Gotta change my sleeping patterns. It's unhealthy, especially when I'm supposed to be job-hunting and getting my life together. 

Talk soon, loves. 

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Part of the list



Can we just jump to the time where I don't miss you like crazy anymore? Can we just go to the part where I go on living my days with no thought of you in mind whatsoever?

Well, this sucks. I know that it takes time and all, but I don't like the "right now" part. Right now, I just miss him.

I keep on wishing the people I'm texting or talking to is him. Yeah, yeah, I miss him that bad. Stupid heart is not listening to my logic. Blerghh.

So, baby steps huh? Patience huh?

This will past. Oh this will past. And I, well, I'll recover.

Till then, you people will have to bear with my sappy whiny self. :) Hehehe

What can I do? Breakups are hard.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Full-on raya

Hello people! I've been busy these days with raya and stuffs, sorry for the late update. Besides, since I am unemployed, I have nothing much to talk about. Well, aside from how my raya was, and about me coping with me being single again. :)

So, news?

We had a small raya open house on the third day of raya, which was awesome coz a lot of my friends came. It made me so happy! It feels like this is the last raya as a student and all, so I'm crazily making plans on seeing friends as much as I can. At least the ones that still wanna meet me.

Then, on fourth day of raya, I went beraya to a few of my primary school friends' house. It was a good day, coz I haven't seen most of them in ages! Who would've thought how much we all had changed over the years. I reminisced a lot on my memories from my childhood that day. Good times, the annoying times, well just about everything.

Fifth day of raya, the Ahmads went to granny's! So, now I'm in PJ area until Friday maybe. Which was why I had been bugging my friends here to meet up for raya and stuffs. Sorry Adam for bugging you to come beraya and thank you for having us! Haha. I'm planning on visiting Adeeb as well while I'm here. Who else? It seems like everyone's busy these days, so I'm just gonna call up a few friends and see if they wanna hang.

Meanwhile, I have a raya celebration event in Monash to attend later in the evening. Can't wait to see my girls! :)

Talk soon, lovelies.
xx

Thursday, August 08, 2013

Raya with the Ahmads

So, guess which color won this year??

Magenta! :)

 I love how good the boys look in pink! :) Thanks nak sedondon dengan kakak this year. Who needs a boyfriend, when you can have two boyfriends right? Sayang banyak banyak banyak awak dua ini.

How's raya for you guys? This year my raya is filled with fun, happy moments spent with family dearest! It feels so good to be home for the whole duration of Ramadan, and to prep for raya with my family for the first time after six years. My lil babies are all grown up now, they helped out a lot when it comes to work that requires strength. Most of all, they helped put a smile on my face. :)

Today, after spending half of the day at home, we went to visit dad's friends. And of course, we managed to collect duit raya! Not much, but still.... This will be the last year that I'll be getting duit raya. So....it matters. A lot. Hehehe.

It was a very tiring day, and I think I'm gonna crash as soon as I finish uploading this post. But first...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! MAAF SALAH SILAP, TERKASAR BAHASA, ANDDDD HALALKAN MAKAN MINUM. :)

The family potrait. 

Love,
Chak

Sunday, August 04, 2013

At the end of the day

Even after a long day of busying myself with baking and prepping the house for raya, at the back of my mind I still think of you. And I wondered how things were to be if we're still together. Then I stopped wondering altogether. Not a word from you since that night, and that's enough reason to wake me up from daydreaming of things that will never happen.

Fact is, you still don't care.

Fact is, I am still in love with you.

Fact is, we can't go back.

So that leaves me dealing with this break up and facing it right in the face. It's hard, simply because I miss you so much, but it's okay. Missing you is only human. Being weak is okay sometimes. Things don't magically happen overnight, it takes time. And time is all I have on my hands right now.

I'm sad, but I have people that makes me happy. I'm thankful for that.

I never thought I'd have to take my own advice in handling break ups. Glad I wrote things down, though. :)

Click for previous post on how to cure a broken heart

One day at a time baby. One day at a time.

Saturday, August 03, 2013

You've left me speechless



"You threw your hands up
Baby, you gave up, you gave up"

Look who's back

Hello people! I'm finally back in Melaka for Raya! It's the perfect time to get my mind off things, since I'll be busy making cookies and cleaning and shopping for raya stuffs for the kids. I'm gonna make them wear pink this year. Hehe, or royal blue.

Why?

Because I always get what I want.  Not true, but still.... Humor me.

So, who's excited for Raya?

ME :)

Thursday, August 01, 2013

When it's all said and done

The thing that hurts me the most is the realization of how little I mean to you. How you didn't fight to make me stay. How you just left and make me wonder was I the only one delusional and in love with you.

Five minutes later, I realized I made the right call. Walking away was the right decision. If I'm not even worth the fight, then why stay?

Break ups are hard. But things will get better eventually.

So, I'm putting on that big smile, spending time with people that loves me unconditionally and I'll put this behind. Raya is nearing, it's not the time to be all sad and mellow.

People love, people fall out of love. There are happy times, and times where you'll be bawling your eyes out. That is just how life is. Not always perfect.

At least we're living, yeah?

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

If it's not yours, it's not yours

So... Have I finally decided once and for all how's it gonna be? I think everything is pretty clear now. All I need to do is be firm about it this time. I have to keep reminding myself of what I want, of what makes me happy, and forget about the things that don't matter.

I gotta find what's mine, stop holding on to things that are not real, and get my head straight. No more patching things up this time. Because you know what? I can't fix incompatibility. If it's not mine, then it's not mine. Nothing can change that.

I need to put an end to this today.

Lend me determination and strength to do this, people. I should've done this three months ago, before everything started. That way I could've saved myself from disappointments and heart breaks.

Not too late now.
xx

Friday, July 26, 2013

Today

I'm about to be either very pleased, or very pissed. I hope it's not the latter though. I really can't take any more drama this week.

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Monday, July 22, 2013

Soon


Hello, lovelies! Good news.

I'll be back in Sunway for a few days from Friday onwards. Mom wants to spend some time at granny's, and while doing that, I could extend my stay to meet my gals! Gosh, I miss them so much. Can't wait to catch up and gossip. :)

And have you guys heard? The haze is back! Its pretty hazy in Melaka now, I don't like it. Stay indoors more, people. Its suffocating out there.  

Will talk soon. I'm in the midst of watching a mellow drama. Gotta get my emo side ready for this. Hehehehe.

p/s: I spot a cute selfie on insta today. Cute.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Therapy

Ever feel like you need to talk to someone but just couldn't find the right person to talk to? That is exactly what I'm feeling now. I mean, how do I talk to someone and admit that I hate myself sometimes? Okay, more like most of the time now. I have this huge ego and stupid self-righteousness which makes me feel superior to others all the time! This attitude will be the death of me. I wonder where have my humble, proper self gone to and its driving me crazy!

I wanna go back to the time when I have my priorities right, and when I see my life going in the right direction. I hate my cocky, ignorant, foolish self right now and I want to change that if I could. I just don't know how. I always forget to remind myself to listen to the wisdom of others, because I always feel the compulsive need to be right. Because I love winning. And I always forget that in winning, I may not always be right. 

My ultimate favorite: blaming the others for everything before pointing the finger at me. It's a really bad habit, and it doesn't help in terms of stuffs relating to my future. I can't be blaming the university for crappy GPA now, can I? That is just complete and utter bullshit, now that I think about it. Monash is Monash, but that doesn't explain me being stupid and not scoring the exams, right? Because apparently, some people managed to score and get good grades, so it's not totally impossible. It's just hard, that's all. 

I really need a guidance counselor or something. I need a self-upgrade if I can. I don't wanna get stuck where I don't belong, five years from now. It sure is scary, leaving uni. It's all fun and sunshine and rainbows until the "what's next?" question hits you. And it's hitting me hard now. 

Enough rants for tonight I guess. 

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Because I love pretty things

And that abs is just pretty! Pardon me for being forward, but I couldn't stop staring at that picture of you and your abs. Dude, staring at your abs is just pure torture. I miss that abs!

This is why they say, you never really know what you have until it's gone.

In this case, that chocolate abs. Sobs. Really, Chak? Of all things? Lol.

Now I'm hoping for more shirtless pictures. Hahahaha, I'm kidding. Okay, not. :)

I'm just saying. Flaunt it!

Okay, I should probably stop now.  This is not healthy. I wasn't expecting this at all.

But hey, life is full of surprises, right? 

Goodnight loves.

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Roll monster!

Well hello, people! Guess what? I finally get to go for terawih tonight! And today was also the first day I fasted, since Ramadan started. Yeah, yeah, blame it on the menses and all. But I am excited for the rest of the fasting days, and of course, raya!!

This year, the Ahmads will be celebrating raya in Melaka. Weehoo! I'm thinking of which kuih raya to make for raya already. Hehehe. Oh my God I just love the fact that I don't have another semester to look forward to!

Life is good now. I want to be in my bubble of lazy-bumness for as long as I could. So.... high five on doing nothing? Yeay!

Oh, on other news, I'm almost done watching Pretty Little Liars until the current episode, I need new series to watch. Any recommendations?

Meanwhile, just excuse me and my selfies. Too much time on my hand these days.

Presenting.... The Roll Monster!

Muka mintak pelempang. Blerghh. Who cares... I'm THAT bored.

Will talk soon. xx

Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Have you ever

Have you ever just look back at old conversations and wonder how you went from being so happy with each other to being just miserable? I looked back at those conversations and miss how things were between us. Now..... Now..... I'm just not so sure anymore.

I want to make things work, I really do. I keep telling myself that things will get better, eventually. That you and I will get through this. That we will fight things out, smooth things over and everything will be okay.

But there's only so many fights we can take, so many harsh words we can throw at each other until it becomes apparent that this is not it.

The three days are almost up. And I still can't decide whether you'll be worth the fight.

I need you to try and change my mind. Because right now, it seems like I'm set on saying goodbye.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Popping that bottle


Guys, I AM GRADUATINGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahaha, I was jumping up and down when I viewed my results just now. I was too happy that I ended up laughing and crying at the same time!

Alhamdulillah, thank God that all my efforts for those three years are bearing fruit. Thank God that I'm graduating on time. I'm just over the moon with happiness now.

Did I mention how happy I am now?? Happy happy happy!

So let's not think about the mess my relationship is in, and other things. I'm dedicating today to being happy that I'm finally graduating. :)

Gosh, I feel like hugging everyone now.
Hugs, people. Okay, hug me back tighter? Hehehe

xx

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Anxiety overload

Why? Because it looks like the release of results is gonna be delayed. I don't know for how long, but it is effing delayed. T_T I just wanna curl up into a ball and sleep until the results is here. I am so nervous my heart is pounding every time a text arrives.

I can't take this anymore! The results needs to be delivered to me soon. My head is about to explode, thinking about the worst.

This is it

Today is the day that results of the final exam's gonna be out! I was so restless last night, but I slept like a baby anyway. Hehehe. Not to worry, I woke up panicking coz I registered for the sms results which means that it could be delivered to me any minute now!!

Guys, I really really really wanna graduate. I think I've talked about this for as long as I can remember. I'm kinda scared to look at the results because I know I did terrible for my MBB paper. I just can't bear the thought of extending another semester, or another year even!

So, pray for me?

I'm so nervous that I'm pulling my hair out as I'm typing this.

Will let you guys know here once the results is out, yeah? I'm kinda taking a break from twitter and all for a few days.

TTFN.

Friday, July 12, 2013

The third day of Ramadan

Hello again, people! I've been missing again these days, for far too long, I know. But hey, being home always does that to me. I wouldn't know what to write about anyways, its been a whirlwind of trying to settle down, unpacking, taking care of stuffs these two weeks. And also yeah, the fasting month is here!

More than that, I'm excited about finally getting to spend fasting month in Melaka with my family. I'm looking forward to one month of Raya, doing nothing! I know I'm supposed to be job-hunting and all, but I just love how things are right now. I love the unemployed me. But it seems like the unemployed me is driving my muffin crazy! Well, he's gotta live with that for now. I'm enjoying myself too much to care. :)

So, pictures from after the exams?

 The Trick Art Museum, I City.

Lunch after the final paper, courtesy of Katniss. ;)

Merah, Biana and Katniss.

The usual three, Mimo, Shasho and Lilo.






 All seven in one frame!

The last dinner, and jalan2 session.






Well, all the pictures are up on facebook, as always. Only selected ones are here. I'll ttys, people.

xx

Monday, July 01, 2013

Say hello to goodbye

The final night is finally here. I'm leaving this place tomorrow morning, and it still feels surreal. Four years of my life spent here packed away in boxes to be taken home. My heart sinks every time I think about leaving, but I don't wanna say goodbye just yet. Things will not be the same after this, I know that, and I'm dealing with it the best way I know. By writing about it. Memories are preserved in pictures, and words, words just put the feelings into it. Four years transitioning from a school kid, to an adult, falling in love and out of love, watching friendship bloomed and blossomed, I must say, the most beautiful four years of my life.

And so, I'm thanking God for all the wonderful people I have in my life right now. I wouldn't trade them for the world, they mean that much to me. Thank you for the most memorable four years of my life. I love you guys! 

I have tons of pictures to upload, soon hopefully. Gotta go sleep now though, moving stuffs tomorrow morning. 

xx

Friday, June 21, 2013

Checklist

Since I'll be leaving at the end of next week, I was thinking of what I want to do or get for me to bring back home to Melaka. You know, for memories' sake and what not. I've come up with a couple of things on my checklist with le boyfie, and a few for my gals! 

It is of utmost importance that I get to do this before moving back, so I'm planning things in my head, for now. Its kinda tricky for the checklist with le boyfie coz he's gonna be away all week, so I might not get to see him that much. As for the gals, I think we can manage.

I'm a sucker for making memories and all, simply because I'm mellow, and sweet, and romantic? Hahaha and because I know that this is probably gonna be the year that I wanted to remember most. 

Ttys people. I have to get back to studying now. xx

Thursday, June 20, 2013

Closer

Hey peeps! I am writing now to let you know that I'm finally on to my last paper, which is on Tuesday. Goshh, everything went by so fast and before I know it, I am left with ten more days here in
Sunway before moving back home to Melaka.

Then, off to job-hunting and moving on with real life. I feel like its all coming too soon, but yeah, I'm dealing with this the best I know how. A step at a time.

More than that, I am gonna miss my gals a lot. I'm trying to spend as much time as possible with my loved ones here, coz it might be harder to see them in the future. Well, that's because I'm still undecided about working in Melaka or in KL. We'll see how things goes. 

 I miss this.
 :)
 One for the grandkids.
The birthday bash.