Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Bangs dilemma

Thank God for encouraging friends! You know how I've got bangs now and I was feeling all horrible about it coz it makes my face looks bigger? Well, thank you to the few people who did not laugh at my bangs and makes me feel better about it. Geez, I would've died over and over without you guys.

You see, the thing I feel most insecure about is my cheeks and double chin. So, its not helping when people comment that my face looks twice as big as before, simply because I have bangs now. 

A lil encouragement wouldn't hurt, right? Just to make me feel better, since I already feel restless about my new haircut.

Okay now, please don't laugh.



Monday, February 25, 2013

The final four

The final week of internship is finally here! Oh My God, I can't believe that we're finally here. Phew, three months come and go by pretty fast. With the internship coming to an end, so will my summer break. In  seven days, my final semester in Monash will start. Classes starts, assignments starts and business starts. Back to student life, I guess.

Haha. Enough of that.

So, I mentioned the other day that I was gonna have fun over the weekend and not stay at hone right? Well, I did! Have fun, I mean. I went out with Ifa, and spent the night at UKM on Saturday. We had a very nice catch-up session from watching movies, shopping and all. AnddddI got a haircut! I now have a fringe, which I'm sure will look better once it grows a centimetre or two.

Right now it just looks, honestly speaking, weird. 

I'll get over that in a few days, I'm sure. Or I sure hope I do. 

This  week is all about prepping to go back to school, and what not. Gotta go look busy again, but here's a song I've been listening to. :)

Friday, February 22, 2013

Final five

Yup, It's the day that I love most!

So, what's in store for the weekend? Hurm, let's see. 

Well, nothing.

I might just have to drag myself out of bed and go out to watch a movie or something. I don't wanna spend the weekend at home never leaving bed. Never leaving the bed would be a great idea, if I'm not alone. Sadly, I'm alone, so scratch that plan.

What else to do, besides going out to watch a movie? I'm racking my brain thinking of an activity to do alone. Can't think of any. Which sucks. Well, maybe I can go for a swim? I don't know.

I really should go out more and meet more people. Okay, I should contact my friends from around here and go out for a catch up session. That'd be great, except that I don't know who to call.

Okay, let's worry about that later. Now that I've got a plan, I just need to set it in motion. 

Have a great weekend guys! :) I'll try to have fun too.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

The final six

Happy Thursday! :) I am sitting in the office, feeling hyper because.... I have no more work to be submitted! Thanks Ben!! Have I told you how much I love you?? Well, now you know. Hehe.

That leaves me with six more days to go through, minus headaches, surfing the net or watching dramas, or whatever. I get to relax, and I am more than glad. :)

I'm thinking what kind of farewell gifts to get for the people in the office. I might end up baking, so I don't know. I hope an idea or two will pop up soon, coz I'm running out of time, here.   

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

The seven days

Long hours of sleep really do wonders on my skin. It feels better today, not to mention that my eyebags are not that bad anymore, 10 hours of sleep, I miss sleeping that long. Thanks to the 3 hours of sleep the night before, I find it easy to just sleep and sleep after getting off work yesterday.

Now, even a goodnight's sleep can't help me feel better at work. I still wish that I can fastforward to the end of next week, and I still wish that I can be at home and lie in bed all day watching dramas, yada yada yada.

Honestly, I don't give a crap about work anymore. 

Yeah, I am so gonna whine about the same thing until next week, where I'll be finishing finally.

Bear with me on this, okay? Thanks. I love you. xx 

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Typical Tuesdday

This is bad. I'm sitting in the office right now, wishing desperately that today is next week's Friday. Geez. I have what 8 more days to finish? I can't effing wait! I know I have work piled up from being absent for work and all, but I just can't seem to find any more articles to summarize. I'm left with the lousy nonsensical article. Blergh. 

This is no fun. Really. If only they'd let us do event planning for the remainder of the two weeks that we're here. That'd be fun, I think.

Okay. Let's just do whatever I can, these two weeks and hope for the best. I'll be needing recommendations and all, so I better get right at it. 

TTYL people.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

The last 10

Monday is here again, and I'm glad to say that the countdown to the final day as an intern has officially begun! 10 more days and I'm gonna be back in Monash. 10 more working days= 2 weeks. Some of my Monash friends are finishing this week, so I'm green with envy. A one week break before classes would be great. Geez.

I need more time to relax, if not, to burn more calories. I think I've put on more weight these few weeks, thanks to the office for the endless amount of food, thanks to me minus self-restraint, and thanks to this lazy ass for not working out! I'm in need of a workout buddy. ASAP.

Since I'm in 'fixing me' mood, here's a picture i snapped 5 seconds ago. I look like I've been to hell and back. See those eyebags? They get deeper and deeper by the day. My chin is tripled now, and what else? My crazy hair, my dry skin? You name it, I've got it. This is bad. Food is evil! And lack of sleep add to those bulge I have around my tummy. Blergh. Gotta sleep more.

Well, I've gotta get up for work tomorrow, and I'm not excited about that.

I want this two weeks to end fast. like, really.

Friday, February 15, 2013

Ms. whiny

Thank God its finally Friday! I can't wait to get back home later and..... sleep. Gosh, I haven't been sleeping  my required seven hours of sleep these couple of days its driving me crazy! Its terrible waking up in the morning, when all I want to do is stay under the covers all day.

Well, I can surely do that tomorrow, and the day after.

Only thing is, I hate staying at home alone. I hate having to talk to myself at home. Yeah, I know I know, I talk to myself all the time. I'm not lunatic, though. Its just a habit. Hehe. And a weird one, at that.

Anyways, although home alone is depressing and all, I plan to just stay in for the weekend. Gotta sleep, watch movies and read books to my heart's content since the holidays is ending soon. I can't wait to get back to student life, but I wish I can have more holidays! Simply because I love to do nothing. Hehehe.

 Reality is, I'm sitting in the office, holding back the urge to just drive back home and sleep. Its not like I don't have work to do, well, okay. I don't have work to do. Like I said before, I don't give a fuck about the office anymore. So its fucking annoying to try to stay awake for the rest of the day. I'm staying away from caffeine at the meantime, that is probably why I'm so annoyed that I'm so sleepy right now. 

I shall go raid the pantry for green tea or something. 

TTYL. Gotta go look busy. xx

Of sparks and fireworks

Because I love LOVE. Because I love the idea of love.

No, I'm not going anywhere. I'm gonna stay in this bubble of love for as long as I can. 

I'm not giving up on this thing called 'love' yet. 

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Post-New Year

Now that the Chinese New Year holidays is over, I am left alone back in Sunway. The others are back in their hometown, enjoying what is left of the summer holidays before the new semester starts in March. Ahh, I wish I'm in the midst of my holidays as well! I wish I don't have to go to work tomorrow. I wish.

My time in the office will come to an end soon. 13 more working days to be exact. As I reach this period of my internship, it feels surreal that more than two months had passed. It feels surreal that the new semester is fast approaching too!

Just to share a good news. I passed my genetics paper!! So, this coming semester will be my last semester in Monash afterall, given that I pass all the units I'm taking this semester. :)

Oh, on another news. Mom's doing better now after getting discharged. She's still stuck on doing fisio for 3 weeks or so, but she looks better! God, I hope she gets well soon. I miss her already.

Will write more soon. I'm feeling very sentimental since V day's coming, you see. Hehe.

Monday, February 11, 2013


Remember when I said I want you? Well, I guess not anymore. Sparks didn't turn to fireworks. Too bad. Hehehe.

On a side note, Happy Chinese New Year guys! May this year be a prosperous one, filled with happiness and all.

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Wednesday, February 06, 2013

Bacause its February

One thing remained true. Its always the month of February that makes me think about you. A lot. Its annoying sometimes, and became too much when I even had a dream of you. 

I hate the month of February because it makes me miss you. I don't like missing you. But I do, unfortunately.

Well, this month's gonna end and March will come. Eventually. 

And I'll be fine too. 

Sunday, February 03, 2013

Lies are a girl's bestfriend

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
And I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.

I've got more wit,
A better kiss,
A hotter touch,
A better fuck.
Than any boy you'll ever meet,

Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of

Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, YOU KNOW IT WILL ALWAYS JUST BE ME. -Panic! At the Disco

From yesterday

Finally, a perfect getaway from my otherwise shitty week.

We went caving! (I don't know if that's the right term, but we did went on a cave, so...) And by 'we', I mean the guys and girls from office. Thank you for taking me away to have some fun and get out of my depressing mood!

Pictures will have to wait, as always.

But just to sum everything up, I had so much fun yesterday! Though my body's sore all over now from the climbing and all, it was all worth it. :)

Gotta do this more often.

Now, let's just have better days for February shall we?

I love you all. xx