Sometimes it amazes me the long road I'm willing to take to be certain of what I want, and be okay with it. I don't know why I'll have this sudden need of sabotaging stuffs and getting myself into a mess. But things are fine now, thank God.
I realized how I was in the wrong, and how I was sure I wanted this more than anything.
So, here's to being a better person. :) Here's to growing up.