Friday, November 29, 2013

The bends


Excuse my shitty face, I was way too tired on my drive back home today. And I've concluded again and again that I should find a place to rent near my work place. It's a terribly long commute, one hour plus to work, one hour back. The toll is fucking expensive, not to mention petrol! I could easily spend 200 per week on petrol and toll alone. Now I'm sobbing. Hard. 

I should've immediately moved into that apartment that I found last week! Ughh. Now someone else has taken that room. I iz sadd. I iz dissapointed. More sobss.

Gosh, why is it so hard to find a decent room to rent these days? I just need to live in an all-ladies apartment, which is preferably fully-furnished and guarded. Simple. To find a room that fits that criteria is so hard these days. And I don't like settling for a room that doesn't meet the criteria. Does that make me fussy? Err, I don't think so. 

Anyways, gotta go. Eyes are droopy, and I still have more house-hunting to get back to. Pray that I'll find a place yeah?

Thanks. I love you. ;) 

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Me and crushes

God knows I have way too many crushes! Why do I fall so easy? Okay la not fall fall, but I find it easy to like someone, and easy to get bored of them and move on to another person. It is not a disease, it is called 'exploring your likes and dislikes'. Which I think is fun, no?

Living in the moment now, living in the moment. 

Afterall, it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt right? Better not be me then. 

Safety exams tomorrow! Wish me luck loves! xx

Sunday, November 24, 2013

The Big Day

It turns out the day that I've waited for excitedly for the past three years was.....short-lived. It was my convocation last week! It was short-lived coz I was rushing here and there and I had little time to take pictures in my robe. Sobssss. I'm only writing about it now, obviously because I'm busy with my training which completes in another two weeks. Hehe. Well, back to my convo story. 

It was a very happy day for me, but I remembered feeling sad as well coz I'm leaving school and friends and now I'm gonna be stuck in the 'real world' to fend for myself. Urghh me and dramas, I know I know. Anyways, my family and close friends were there for support and that's the thing that matters. :) I also received my daisies bouquet from mom, which I adore, and the greatest graduation gifts from the Kittens! 

I can't believe after three years buried in lab work, reports and exams, I finally graduated! I'm looking forward to life after this, but at the moment I'm still in my broke, no good phase. Well, earning money's gonna take a lil bit more time, yeah?

Now off to pictures!

Half of us

The Kittens, complete set.

The family photo, dad was out having ciggs. Blerghh

The parents, and a paparazzi hand apparently.

The degree. Oh finally! :D

That's it, people. A quickie! I have exams for the next three days, pray for me okay? Goodnight, muahmuahmuah!

Sunday, November 17, 2013

Afraid





You're too mean, I don't like you
Fuck you anyway
You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs
It hurts but I won't fight you
You suck anyway -The Neighbourhood

Thursday, November 07, 2013

I thought exam days are over...

HBut they're not! Working people take lots of exams too. Namely: me. So I am back in my studying mood and habits, and I'm getting fatter because of that. 

You know why? 

I eat a lot when I study, because my brain is just too tired and I think I deserve food. 

Well, apparently I don't deserve food. 

Oh, and I'm feeling whiny now coz I'm down with fever. Sobs. I hate falling sick and I have to study on top of all that. Imagine having to shove in information after information in your brain when your head feels like exploding. Not fun, not fun.

Which is why I'm cursing the person who spread this fever bacteria or virus to me. Or maybe the weather.

But that will be just sinful. So...

I'm embracing the sickness and trying to get better. I'm taking lots and lots of paracetamol and water, i'll be good in no time.

Pray for me that I'll get well soon, people! 
xx

Sunday, November 03, 2013

After the horror

Well hello faithful readers! I've been away for quite some time, haven't I? Let's just say that I have a lot on my plate at the moment. 

Updates?

A month ago I was busy job-hunting and all, now I'm employed, sort-off. I'm still in my rookie-phase, waiting to be a confirmed staff. Things are hard sometimes, but I just push forward because I love doing what I'm doing. 

It's funny just how fast I'm losing respect just because of my career choice. I'd be lying if I say that I don't care what people think of me when I tell them what I'm doing now after graduating, but I've decided not to be bothered by it as much. I am happy now, that is the only thing that matters. 

I'll try to write more, I promise. 

But now I need to go to sleep, new job requires good skin. -,-
xx

Oh and my hair is now short short short!

A thing to note for close friends: I'd rather you guys criticize about my career choice behind my back, and not in my face. I'd appreciate it much more if you people keep whatever opinion you have to yourselves. I'm having a hard time as it is, so if you can't be supportive, I wish you guys will just keep quiet about it. 

Goodnight people, I still love you guys.