It's Me Against the World.

2012-02-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

2012 doesn't start off very good. Why am I so unhappy??

I was wrong, it seems like everything is my fault no matter how I look at it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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What used to be

2012-02-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! Its finally February, and before long I'll be back in school again. I end up being unemployed this whole holidays, so you can imagine how eventful my life has been at home. Chasing kids, late night movie marathons, stay at home mom, just about everything. Hee

How is everyone doing these days? Pretty busy, I guess. Since I'm glued to dramas most of the time, I haven't been able to muster some effort to go around asking you guys. Just know that I'm dead curious, but always lying around here and there in the house. :) I miss my girls a lot, and I can't wait to see you people soon!

That being said, I'll pop up here with more exciting news this month I hope. xx
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Just a thought

2012-01-26T03:12:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year passes, February is coming pretty soon ain't it? This year, it seems like some things I can save, some things I no longer can try to glue the pieces together.

Relationships come and go, friends come and go, but family, they'll always stay.

Have a great dragon year guys. I wish you all well.
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Patience has its limit

2012-01-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

I am officially giving up on trying. I can't be the only one reaching my hands out all the time, can't I? There's a limit to my patience too.
Feeling like a complete trash isn't what I'm used to, all these years being your friend.
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Should've cut all ties

2012-01-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

Another stupid title, yeah yeah. I am writing to let you know that I've cut my hair! Not short, God bless. Hehe. Just enough to throw away all the terrible spoilt ends. :) Well, I think I should've cut it shorter though. There's no picture to show coz there's not much difference, really.

But I love the fact that I am having fringe once again! Not the barbie doll straight fringe, just a normal side-swept one. Therefore, less risk of looking chubbier than I already am.

Now time for news. I have finally started looking for part-time jobs online, and have successfully applied a few. I can't guarantee that I successfully score any job, however. If there happen to be no vacancy for the job I've applied, then its time to move to plan B. Which is, normal job-hunting, which also means going to the malls personally to find jobs, which is also my most hated thing to do. But, whatevs. I need a job anyway. I'd love to try something different this time, like being a tuition teacher or private tutor. That sounds fun right? We'll see how it goes. Hee.

Anyway, for my resume obviously I needed a passport photo. And I only have one left, from last year. I noticed that I looked so fat! Nah, see for yourself.

Hideous, I know. What is the deal with my hair anyway?

That's about it, I'm typing in a hurry actually. Need to continue my drama watching session. This time I'm watching Myung Wol the Spy. It is really as funny as mentioned by Amiron and my sister. Have a good day tomorrow, people! ;D

Almost had you

2012-01-06T00:41:00.001+08:00

Hello again, guys. The purpose for my gigantic face picture with a cropped out kid up there is well, for nothing really. Its just that after all the weddings I've attended, I'm left with a bunch of photos of me and random kids. So, I'm afraid you'll have to bear with next few posts with random pictures yeah?

Then again, that was not what I was gonna write about either. I was song-walking on youtube just now and found this song. Its very mood-lifting I must say. Used to listen to this when i was in high school, I think.

The lyrics, me gusta. :)

BTW I almost got really upset just now thinking that my Apek don't wanna be friends with me anymore. Quite shocking, I know. I almost got a heart attack. False alarm though, I think we are pretty much the same. He's busy for finals and I am trying to have only good thoughts now. Hehe, can you tell if it works?

Its a 366 pages of a book this time

2012-01-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

It's leap year again this year right? The previous one was 2008 if I'm not mistaken. So, according to Irish tradition in the movie Leap Year (was it Scottish? am not sure), the women will mostly propose to men on 29th February for good luck or wtvr. Is that so? Maybe, I will do just that this year.

Okay, will most definitely not.

Since these days, I haven't been in a mood to recap my 2011, I've been delaying till now to write up a post. Here I am, finally tapping the keyboard, trying to squeeze some thought out. ;)

Well, my 2011 I must say was a very good year for me. Looking back at those posts I've written, I've certainly accomplished my resolution to be happy and what not. Although of course, there are many unaccomplished resolutions, the key is that I had a fun and blissful year! I am getting seriously good at being single, I can barely find posts related to me falling in love, or being in love or that sort of things. I hope I'll be better at being single this year, and maybe until the appropriate age for me to get married. Because by that time, I can just have an arranged marriage or something like that. It'll save me all the heartbreak, and on the plus side, getting all the blessings from my family is a good thing right? :D

BUT WHO AM I KIDDING?

I am always looking for love, running away from love, having crushes, being crushed and being in love with my imaginary boyfriend. That's because I love LOVE. And as little love 2011 had brought me, I pray for more love to come this year also for me to not run away from love as much. Hehe.

Study-wise, I wish for a lot of things this year. Its gonna be my 4th and 5th semester in Monash, I should really tone down the whining on workload and degree life being hard and start focusing more on things up ahead. I'll be graduating soon Insyaallah, and I should be looking for internships, plan my future, etc. I can't afford to screw up all the time. Adulthood is different from student-hood, that's for sure. Gotta buckle up. A year and a half is the only time I have left to prepare for adulthood.

In trying to make myself better this year, I gotta admit my mistakes and failures. The biggest failure in 2011 was to actually fail a unit in my second year of degree. I am certainly not proud of it, I am very ashamed to be honest. Ashamed at myself for not trying harder, ashamed at myself for trying to give excuses to why I had failed, ashamed at myself for letting myself, my family and my friends down. I have higher expectations of myself, and failing certainly gave me a slap across the face. I've never failed a subject on any exams before, so why start now? I don't want to stoop any lower than that. Once is enough, for a wake up call that is. Let's turn over a new leaf this year, shall we? Nak gamba new year tak?

Nah gamba new year. I hope my silhouette is enough of a greeting for you guys, its my only 2012 photo. :)

Its 3rd January now. I hope its not too late to wish A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you.

Much love, from the beautiful, slim me. xx

p/s: that's my new mantra--->beautiful and slim.

Its that time of the year again

2011-12-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Yessss, you bet it is! Its 21 December already, Christmas is in no time and then its 2012. A whole new year all over again. See, I know I haven't been writing for such a long time, and all the stories I've promised are well down the drain by now. But hey, doesn't mean there's nothing to tell now, right?

Well for starters, I am still unemployed and hanging around at home with nothing much to do. My brother got engaged about two weeks ago, and my December was pretty much full with attending weddings and travelling across the states for that. The travelling part was fun, minus the car sickness and annoying relatives. :) yeahh, we can't have it all our way, that's for sure.

Next on my list to tell is.... pretty much nothing. Man I had stayed at home and watched dramas. Heck, a lot of dramas from Korean, to full seasons of How I Met Your Mother, Supernatural, The Walking Dead, The Vampire Diaries, you name it. I'm feeling very unhealthy and I didn't sweat it. Ate like nobody's business and I don't workout much. Typical me.

I did put more restrain on myself on the weight control this year however, compared to last year. I had friends to motivate me, so I'm thankful for that. Heee

Anyhoo, since its the end of the year, its time to list down the resolutions. My very first New Year's resolution : More flirting and less pouting. I'm gonna be 21 afterall, might as well grow up a little.

I hope to list more resolutions here if I can squeeze some time to write. I've been pretty lazy lately. Bye guys! xx

Potato couch syndrome

2011-11-19T01:52:00.001+08:00

See, staying at home is VERY unhealthy for me. The food supply is excessive, and since I'm a fan of tasty food, I rarely decline munching sessions.

The thing is, I don't exercise at home and I'm very lazy to get up for a jog, or even go for a swim. This is bad news. I'm really worried coz 3 months break aint gonna be easy to live by when I'm fat. Shedding off weight is gonna be hard for me once I gain the unnecessary kgs.

I can't find a good solution since obviously me starving myself in a home full of snacks is practically impossible, and I simply do not have a strong will to do so. Bliss won't help me stay in shape for so long if I keep munching food like there's no tomorrow.

I need a workout buddy! Or a job, pronto! Please don't let me be fatter than I already am. Grrr.

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The road so far

2011-11-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hello strangers! I am writing live at home, in Melaka in the comfort of my own bed. :) I got back a couple of days ago, and am planning to stay for maybe a month or so.

See, the thing is, I've got a job to find for the remaining two months to earn enough for our next trip. The girls and I are going a lil bit far this time, hence the multiplied amount of money needed. Its kinda worrying though since I haven't applied for any job yet. Sighhh

First thing first, there's this high paid job that requires a resume to be submitted, and I'm really really lazy to write one up. No, seriously. I've been putting off for almost a week now. I better get to writing tht soon, though. Or else I might have to continue working at Topshop for the remaining of my break.

And TSTM salary doesn't even compare to this one.

Am meeting Zana tomorrow, so I'm thinking maybe I can get things settled before that. I desperately need that job.

Till then guys, will upload pictures once I get to take some. Been too fat, and too ashamed to take pictures. xx
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Blame it on the Alcohol

2011-11-11T01:58:00.003+08:00

Hello people! its been a month long hiatus right?! Blame it on the exams and last minute final assignments. hehe. But forget that. What's more important is:

I AM BACK, BITCHES!

And what better news to deliver to you guys other than this.

Yessss kids. Final exams are over, and I'm having a super long three months break from now onwards! :D I'll be working most of the time though, I still haven't decided where yet, but its a work in progress. I might be back working at Topshop, or I might apply for a job elsewhere, in Melaka or Sunway area. Whatever, as long as it yields high income. :) hee.

So just now, right after our last paper, the girls and I went to watch Immortals! I'd advice weak-hearted people to not watch this. Its kinda violent for people like me, but guys might enjoy it. The storyline is overall okay, but I won't be watching it more than once though.

On the bright side, we get to watch shirtless men the whole 2 hours, so it wasn't bad at all. O.o

Here's one of my favorites.

Theseus. Even his name is sexy right? But its a character name. I am too lazy to google his real name right now. I'll make do with whatever it is that comes to mind.

Will write more soon. I've gotta get some sleep now, its the DO-Nothing day starting from tomorrow! ^_^

Just Human

2011-10-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Today I made the right decision and I know it. I can't force myself to feel what I don't feel, and that's a lesson I learnt from all of this. A great burden has been lifted from my shoulder from resolving this issue, and I'm proud of myself for staying true to my heart. :)

I made mistakes, I'm still trying to mend it, I am only human. And for every opportunity to make things right, I am thankful. xx
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Take me outta here!

2011-10-10T09:53:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings! Ths is the second last week of classes, and we're still running here and there, finishing our assignments. And not to mention getting our attention grabbed by all sorts of show on youtube for example. Okay, that would just be me.

The Vampire Diaries is in season 3 now, and I'm anxiously waiting for new episodes every week! Well, besides watching other series, and video walking, that is.

Did I mention tht my first paper is on the 1st of November? And tht the gaps between my papers are really small? 1, 3, 8 and 10 November. So soon! :(

I gotta stop watching youtube videos from now, and start studying instead. Hehe. Kinda worried abt certain subjects for finals. Sighhhhhh

Byebye, gotta run. Another class waitinggggg :)
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There'll be no sunlight if I lose you

2011-10-05T20:52:00.002+08:00

Heyyy, I know its been awhile since I posted. But you know what, life is crazy hectic and I've got to prioritize. I've lost track of things to post on, from my surprise birthday party up till the Pangkor trip, recently. We've got a lot of catching up to do, but that again will have to wait. :)

News: Finals is arriving in less than a month and I can honestly truly say that I am not prepared at all. I kid you not. The assignments alone are taking my free time so much that I have nothing better to do, than type and type and type away. =,= totally saddening. Sometimes I think I'm at the brink of going insane, but I keep telling myself that it will get better. I believe that its gonna get better.

And so I keep going. Finishing this semester with no regrets is what I'm hoping for, for myself, and for my friends too. :)

By the way, a song from the soundtrack of Breaking Down was released recently. And the song is just beautiful, by one of my all time favorite, Bruno Mars. Nah, have a listen.

This is dedicated to you, Diana. Please layan perasaan for 5 minutes listening to this. :)

Well, as usual, this is just another short entry before another session of typing and typing.

Till then, be well guys. I will try to do the same too. xx

Getaway

2011-09-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! I am currently enjoying the first quarter of my holidays with my babies in Pangkor. :) we made it finally!After all the stress and workload in Monash, it feels good to finally get away from everything.

I'm sorry for the unrotated picture, but hold on okay? This is only a quick update. Will talk to you guys soon when I reached Melaka. :D

P/s: expect sunburn and lobster-burnt skin after the holidays guys. -,-
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This is the starting of a brand new day

2011-09-18T15:56:00.002+08:00

I love this song! :) Its from the soundtrack of The Vampire Diaries, Season 3 Episode 01.

Okay, now back to more report writing and what not.

We need romance

2011-09-17T17:56:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking of posting about this guy I watched on It's Okay Daddy's Girl and also I Need Romance for awhile now, but couldn't seem to find time. Finally after recently completing the I Need Romance series, the urge to post about him is too unbearable! Why? He's too sexy! *wiping drool* hehehe. Now I present to you, the one and only, Choi Jin Hyuk! :)

LOL

A screencap from I Need Romance. cuteness! :D

There are very limited pictures of him on the web, which is somehow frustrating. He's an uprising star, so I hope there'll be more pictures of him in the near future! :)

I was browsing through videos on youtube for a tribute of Jin Hyuk, but couldn't find any that has a happy song in it, EXCEPT for this one.

Early warning, this clip from I Need Romance might be inappropriate for kids under the age of 12? hahaha, hotness to the max! :)

Awww. His arms! (^_^)

2011-09-17T16:54:00.000+08:00

If I ever act against my own normal ways, then maybe its because I really care. And you're not making it better. You're a thief, and a liar. I hate you, but. There's a really fine line between love and hate. I'm walking along that line now.
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A quick hello

2011-09-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! I know I'm totally in a state of hiatus lately. Well apart from using the common busy-excuse, I have nothing to say really. So many things are happening at the same time and I myself am finding it hard to keep up with life. One day its Monday, and before I know it, another Monday is coming.

Good news is, my mid term break is coming starting from this end of week. The girls and I still haven't confirm the Pangkor holiday just yet. We've been busy and all, so it'll be great to have a mini vacay before continuing with more pile of work and studies.

I'm gonna go browse some sites for Pangkor before hitting the sack. Am tired physically and emotionally. I never knew 'we' can be this tiring. I don't need to be drained out emotionally all the time. I have better things to do. I need stability, if not I'd rather not have you.

Anyway, Mat ni buat gua gelak

Yeah, just like he said, "beat your problems today, and move forward". I'm gonna do that now.

p/s: Things I hate about guys 101- being overly sensitive. like come on dude, being sensitive is my job, not yours. =,=

Can't expect the unexpected

2011-09-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a night. My girls really went above and beyond just to surprise me! :) I was just thinking of updating my blog tonight on my wishlist and how I wanted a cake for my birthday, but I guess now I didn't have to anymore. Hahaha, I get a surprise birthday party, with cake and candles. And I'm a very happy girl tonight.

I'll upload photos with stories about tonight once I've grabbed the photos from them laterrr, yeah?

Many thanks and much love to my girls tonight: Mimi, Alin, Diana, Merah,Aisyah, Miza, Nur, Syu and Ayu. You guys rock my world! ;)

xx
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Syawal 2011

2011-09-08T22:36:00.002+08:00

I can sum it up into one word. Hectic. This was the first raya the Ahmad's are independent and celebrating it in our home with no relatives present. The preparation alone makes me and my sisters feel like laborers. The most tiring days of my life; baking cookies, cooking rendang, cleaning the house and all.

That was up until second day of raya. Almost on third day of raya, the Ahmad's had a 9 hour journey back to daddy's hometown, Kedah. We hadn't been there since like, forever? About four years maybe. It was pretty amazing seeing all the familiar faces, its been to long! :) my nephews and nieces are so cute I wanna chew them! haha. okay not.

The next day we went to KL to raya at my granny's, and to celebrate the homecoming of my uncle from Aussie. All was well, except for the part where I have to carry my lappy and books around to finish my assignments. Those days were hell.

Especially the Sunday night where I slept for like 2 hours trying to finish everything, and continued till 2pm but I still didn't get to finish certain things. That day, and Monday was hell too.

Now its already Thursday, and I'm pouting coz I have extra class tomorrow, 7 am in the morning. Like seriously? Do I have to wake up at 5.45am just to get ready for class? =.=

Okay, enough of that. Since my raya pictures are extremely limited this year, I'll just put up some of my favorites yeah?

So cute right, one of my nephews?? With daddy and big sis.

This girl is just too yummy! So cuteeeeee, like her sister Fawiza.

Finally the very mommy looking me with Haikal, the chewable boy. :D

Talk to you guys laterrr, I've got a report to write. Goodnight. :)

When reality sets in

2011-09-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

13th of September is coming soon. I'm turning 20 in less than seven days! I feel old already. -,-

P/s: been busy these days, didn't get the change to update on raya and stuff. But I will keep you posted soon. Selamat Hari Raya guys!
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:(

2011-08-29T02:59:00.000+08:00

If missing you became a habit, then I don't like us at all.

If missing you seems one-sided, then I don't like us at all.

But, I don't want to dislike us. Don't want to.
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Salam perantauan

2011-08-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! I'm very very very hyper and excited today, coz I'm finally gonna go back home for raya tonight! :D

And I'm gonna go last minute baju raya shopping at jalan TAR, I hope there are nice ones left there. :)

Am looking forward to baking cookies and seeing my family! Okay now singing Balik Kampung song. Laalalalalalalalalalalalalala.

xx
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Touch wood, touch wood

2011-08-23T18:20:00.003+08:00

Why I think today is the worst day of this sem?

Well, lets start bright early shall we?

My class today starts at 8 am, and I have a lab session at 9 am. I am proud to say that I RARELY wake up late for class. On weekends, yes I woke up at 11 or 12, but not on weekdays. Normally I'll wake up at 6.50am just to get ready for class. So this morning, Leen woke me up saying that it's 8.40am already. And I was like, damnnnn, that's a horrible start to my day and I'm pretty sure I'm running late for my lab session. I think someone texted me at 6 plus plus am, woke me up and I must've turned off my alarm clock by accident. Thankyouverymuch. =.=

Sure enough, we arrived 15 minutes late. And we proceed with pipetting solutions into test tubes, yada yada yada. Halfway through, we realized that we're doing the wrong experiment. =,=

We redo the experiment, and went to take the absorbance. Then all the readings are negative! Which is useless in our experiment, meaning we have to have a hell time writing our discussions, or we'll have to take the results from other groups. And we chose the latter.

Now, fast forwarding to the end of classes and all. It was 5pm, and I was rushing home to go sleep or relax, or whatever, since the girls and I are gonna break fast together later. When I arrived at my car, I was petrified to see

THIS. *not the real image*

Luckily my car was parked in front of a tyre shop. I was gonna get the guy to change my tyre, but then he said my tyre is fine. And he said that someone must've deflate it. -,-

Wtf, seriously? That's a fucking waste of time. Thank you abg tukar tayar, but fuck you stupid fella whom deflate my tyre!

Now all is well, and hopefully it'll continue to be well. ;)

p/s: someone made me totally unhappy today. well, thank you for that too.

The King of all ridiculous

2011-08-22T23:51:00.005+08:00

So I was google-ing my blog post title last night for fun, and guess what I found?

The same title, the same entry, same exact words with minor changes, only from a different blog. Like wtf right?

Click image to enlarge. This is EXACTLY like my post. click here---> Movies please?

And these two posts are of the same title I'm Sorry, I Love You and The obedient one

I'm not gonna disclose who the owner of the blog is, but come on, girl. I don't mind you stalking my blog, or reading it. But to take my written thoughts and feelings and post it up as yours is just too much. Like seriously, get a life.

Stop raping my blog, its solely mine and mine only. You don't know anything till you've walked in my shoes, so copying and pasting? Nope, not gonna get you there.

This is by far the most ridiculous thing everrrrrrr. Kthxbai. =,=

Zombie week again

2011-08-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

A very very very nice song. Agreed?

I have a very long report to finish tonight. Let's hope that I could finish it in time! :)

*Okay typing furiously now. Laterrr people!

Oh so random

2011-08-21T01:49:00.004+08:00

Being happy is a lot harder than it looks. Trying to be happy is a lot of work, both time consuming and also tiring. I am doing this for you. I am trying to be happy for you, and because of you.

It took me two years to get to this point, but somehow I think I'm back to square one again.

That's why they say that the greatest thing that ever happened to you, might also be the biggest mistake of your life. Well, you were my biggest mistake.

Quickie!

2011-08-20T14:11:00.002+08:00

I think I should probably change my url soon. I have this theory, and I had it tested yesterday.

Guess what? The theory is proven to be true. Yay me!

But then again, maybe I won't change my url. Its a nuisance and I don't really care who reads my blog. If I think you're an ass, then you'll still be an ass to me.

Anyways, after much thought to my temper tantrums last night, I realized that my good friend deserve a beating. But still, getting super mad over that is just well, I don't know, inappropiate?

Well, he's not my boyfriend afterall. Like, get a grip girl. Don't mistaken your bestfriend for your boyfriend.

I'm super busy that I don't need one at the moment to add to my pile of work, thank you. :)

I'm not superwoman

2011-08-20T03:26:00.000+08:00

Although I've let out my anger on twitter just now, it still feels insufficient. Hell, I don't even know if I'm THAT angry. I just feel wronged.

Now get this point straight. I don't like driving, and I hate driving at night, much worse, driving alone at night. I get scared easily, and I'm a timid person. So if you wanna meet me, please fetch me thank you. -,-'

Another thing, I hate it when you said that you're coming and end up not showing up. Common sense la bro. Of course I've dolled myself up, and the minute you say that you're not coming, you became the jerk.

So, the end result is: I don't feel like talking to you tonight and I'm not picking up the phone. Nope, I'm still awake but I just refuse to talk to you.

Oh yes, I am mad. Talk to me tomorrow and we'll see how.

Till then, the very pissed off me is gonna go sleep. Goodnight the rest of you lovely people! :)
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Wishlist: Batch 001

2011-08-20T02:19:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, its been a long and tiring week. As promised, here's my first batch of wishlist. And there's only three that I can think of right now. So here goes.... :)

I know, I know, wtf right? Pikachu pajamas? =.=' Well, if you guys had known me long enough, you'll be sure to know that I'm a big fan of pjs. But I don't buy it all the time, sadly. Why I love pjs? Coz wearing pjs makes me feel at home, at ease, and its very comfortable! :D

Ouh. In case you guys are wondering, I don't want pikachu pjs. I just want this uber cute long sweatshirt! It looks comfortable for me to sleep in. Hehehehe. Moving on,

I want a new pair of loafers! Mine is looking very worn and ugly at the moment, I think I need new ones ASAP. This is due to the fact that I wore it to class almost everyday. I personally like the yellow, mint and light blue colour from this photo. So, get me one of those please? ;P

This is the MOST WANTED out of all three items. I found this from glossyaddiction and its selling only for RM59! Get me this, get me this!! :D :D

In black. But I prefer the cream colour one coz I have a few black coloured handbags already. hee.

I'm super sleepy while writing this, so goodbye for now. I'll be posting another entry before I go to bed, after this. Thanks for reading, and take out your wallet and purses now!

What are you waiting for?

Be the third man

2011-08-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

"There's only two types of men in this world. The one who cheats, and the one who wants to." -Louis Khoo.

Watched Don't Go Breaking My Heart and got that. Interesting FACT. :)

Why women like tall guys?

2011-08-14T02:25:00.003+08:00

Because of these.......

Miu Miu Mary Jane pumps. Lovely! :)

Prada Mary Jane pumps.

Black Oxford platforms

Oxford platform

Christian Louboutin platform sandal!

Well, given someone of my height, or maybe women who are taller than me, its very important to find a guy who's at least 10 cm taller than us. Why? Because we women refuse to give up our rights for wearing sky high stilettos. And we don't want our boyfriends, or husband or kids, err. Okay not kids, to be shorter than us when we're in heels. That'll look, well, unappealing?

Don't get me wrong, there's no discrimination against shorter guys here. There's a saying if a woman marry a shorter guy, they'll be blessed with prosperity and wealth. I don't know about that. Hehe.

Anyway, the point I'm writing this is because its 14th of August already! And in less than a month, I'll be turning 20. So this month, I'll be posting my wishlist here and there. Please try to get presents from my wishlist yeah? Or NOT. Its the thought that counts afterall. *I'll love you more if it comes from my wishlist though! hahahaha :)

I've bought the oxford platforms already, so I'm still thinking of others for you guys to splurge on.

I've been eyeing a very nice looking Mary Jane pumps, and I absolutely love it. Get me that one instead! I'll keep you guys posted. Goodnight, people! xx

Breathe in, out, up up and away!

2011-08-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

The title is ridiculous I know. Its finally Wednesday and I can breathe a huge sigh of relieve since tomorrow I'm handing in two assignments, which further means less work on my plate. The downside of tomorrow is as usual, my four hour Instrumental Analysis lab. But I think it'll be bearable coz our group is doing an experiment involving gunpowder and I can't wait to get my hands on em' guns! :D Okay, not real guns of course. Still, firing a toy gun will be the highlight of my day. hehehe

Tomorrow is also the first day I'm fasting again, so I'm excited! I've been eating like a pig this whole week, therefore fasting is in dire need to lose some kgs. :) Us girls are planning on break fasting at pak cik's tomorrow! It'll be awesome I bet. I miss his cooking!

Gotta go guys, I have a very confusing lab report to get myself confused with. Till then, watch this for good laughs. Shane Dawson; funny dude. :)

I need new hair

2011-08-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

I mean, not literally new hair. Coz that would mean that I'd have to shave my head bald and grow new hair. Well, you know the drill.

I'm talking about getting a curl again or cutting it short. My hair is super long now, I kid you not. Almost reaching my waist, and its awfully messy. I'm thinking of getting it permed only towards the end of my hair. Buttttt, I dont know. It means that I'm keeping it messy at the end of the day. And this semester is just too hectic for me to have time to take care of my hair. Besides, I'm especially concerned with the fact that my hair is dry, and it looks unhealthy. I better get it treated soon!

My current picture. Messy hair right?

Okay, I can completely forget the idea of cutting my hair short. The last time I had it short, my face looked ten times bigger! Where do I get to hide my precious cheeks? Nowhere. So its out there, in the open. I looked like a fucking mom! NOPE. Not gonna go there this time.

I need time to decide. Ouh wait. I HAVE PLENTY OF TIME. Well, until raya that is. Who knows, I might not change anything at all.

Enough hair talk. Its school day, tomorrow. Yuppp. Class starts at 8am, thank you. Have a great week ahead guys! :D

7th Ramadhan

2011-08-07T00:23:00.003+08:00

I know. Second post in a night. I must be bored out of my mind. :D But, but butttt. I'm here to advertise! Since its already the 7th day of Ramadhan, and raya is coming in well, another 23 days, the hunt for baju raya must be on right?

Check out this blogshop! Chicks and Dresses

They have some prom dresses for rent! Geolens are also available at very reasonable prices! :)

I think they're still working on selling dresses, so we'll see.

But still, visit it if you're a fan of cute colourful contact lenses!

Cute ayy?

p/s: This is not a paid advertisement, tq. ;)

I must be doing something right

2011-08-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

Its the middle of Saturday night, and I'm still awake. Yeay me! :) My laziness in the morning is totally over the top. Its like I've wasted Saturday doing nothing. Well, that gotta change. Everything must change. I'm planning things to do tomorrow.

Maybe I can start off by waking up early. Okay here's the tricky part. Anyone who knows me know that on weekends I hate getting up early. The earliest will be 11, 12 pm? I know, too much sleep is not healthy, but after an excruciating routine of waking up early for classes Monday to Friday, I always thought I deserve it.

But then again, maybe no.

I thought I'd try waking up a little early tomorrow. :) We'll see.

So, just now I was video-walking on Youtube and I found songs I love from Westlife. My all time favorite boyband! I'll just put one up here.

I cried just now watching Us Against the World video. That song is just so sadddd. :( But 'Something Right' is just okay. hehe.

Its Friday already??

2011-08-05T12:31:00.003+08:00

Today I woke up with a cramp in the stomach. Ouh, its period pain. Good morning ovary! :) Maybe its too cold, hence the elevated degree of pain. Although it took me up till noon to find my pink panadol, I'm glad I found it in one of my handbags. Now waiting for the effect to take place. Waiting for the ovary muscles to relax.

My life savior.

Hey, have you guys watched No Strings Attached? I thought about the part where Ashton Kutcher made Natalie Portman a period playlist. That was hilarious! I mean, a period playlist? Seriously? xD

So, in another hour or so I shall get ready to go to class. Just one class. Awesomeee! I shall not blabber much coz I got work to do, but I'm putting up this video coz I simply love it and of course the song. :)

On the brightside

2011-08-04T20:58:00.004+08:00

So you guys know how I've been whining about going to lab sessions this week right? Well, it turned out that one of my labs isn't that bad at all. I have three labs this semester; Crop Science *I knowwwwww, blerghhhhh* Cell Metabolism, and Instrumental Analysis.

Now what I really wanna talk about is my Cell Met lab. :D My demonstrator this semester is...... well, how shall I put it? Easy on the eyes, and have a great personality. Although in the beginning, most of us find him annoying coz he was always walking around asking us this and that, BUT in the end I mostly find him adorable! hehehehe. He's just so kind and funny! I hope he gives out marks easily too, though. I'll love him more if he do that.

See how sweet he is? He even took the time to write this and put it on our table. :D I wonder whether I should abuse his email address with love letters and all. Okay, NOT happening.

Well, how easy on the eyes is he? He's tall and you guys know how I'm a sucker for tall guys right? So that's a plus. In terms of looks, he's just typical good looking.

Not as good looking as Ryan Seacrest though. ;)

Ermm, why am I talking so much about my demo anyway??

Moving on, Crop Science was okay but Instrumental Analysis was hell. Its a too long and tiring lab. Four hours doing the experiment makes me wonder my fate if I were to work in the lab in the future. NO THANK YOU. Too boring to repeat the same thing over and overrr again.

On another note, its red flag day for me! This following week should be more energetic for me since I'm not fasting! I'm super excited, but I can feel the menstrual cramps coming. That's bad news. But. But. But. I have good news too! Tomorrow I have only one class at 3pm, hence I can sleep late tonight. Bahahaha. xD Okay guys, I gotta continue typing reports and stuffs.

Note to self: I'm a lousy driver. That's a fact. I wonder when will that fact change? I pity my baby car. He got me, the lousy driver as the owner. God save us both, baby. Mommy's gonna take care of you better this time. Have faith.

Let's see what you're build of

2011-08-02T00:47:00.000+08:00

Mood swings are just around the corner, and it'll be a bumpy ride guys. Wht with the hot weather and all. Be prepared for emo entries, or pissed off entries yeah. Orrr, maybe not. Let's hope that I don't get mad that much this month. I started off August with a good feeling, and I hope this month treats me well! ;)
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Ramadhan

2011-07-31T21:08:00.003+08:00

Well, it had been a crazy week. Not sitting in front of the lappy for five days is absolute torture. Thanks Mimi and Leen for letting me crash their room for a few days since my fan broke down. haha. I've stolen a fan from home, so now its all good. :D

Went to dinner with Liq just now. Its been, like a year or so since I last saw him. It was nice catching up. And eating at Murni always makes me eat like there's no tomorrow. Hahaha. Its the last day to eat and eat and eat afterall. Thanks yeah. :) We'll be sure to catch that movie after raya, okay?

Old news: Fasting starts tomorrow. Are you guys ready to do more good and steer away from bad things this whole month? Yes? Good. Please jangan lupa niat puasa okay! I always did that when I was much younger, so I'm reminding myself even more on this. Hehe.

Ouh. First lab session also starts tomorrow. And I don't have a lab partner. This is so sad. T_T Not to worry darlings, I'll find someone tomorrow. I wish ID took Crop Science though. Then I can pair up with him! Problem solved. Ughh, I wish. Why is he taking medicine again? No idea.

Okay I'm done writing. Too sleepy to even type. I'll just write more laterrr. Pray that I'll have a lab partner tomorrow yeah? Goodnight. :D

Here comes school ay?

2011-07-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

This week Monashians finally starts classes and all. My first week is just bearable, and I hope next week's gonna be fine; wht with the labs starting and not to forget, RAMADHAN.

I gotta admit, I'm feeling hazy starting off this semester with different timetables with Mimi, Alin. We're independent women now. Hehe. :)Luckily Diana and my other girls are taking the same subjects.

Five days in Subang, I'm facing glitches here and there. My standing fan decided to get spoiled second day of classes and I have to worry about parking spaces unavailable to add to that pile of headache.

You guys pray for me that it'll all smooth out soon, okay? From next week onwards, it'll be back to busy me. Labs, quizzes, etc to entertain so this is a heads up for my missing action, yeah. :)
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Its time to say goodbye

2011-07-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

Well, unexpectedly I'm leaving for Subang a day earlier. I was planning to head up on Sunday, but momsie have to work on Monday so she'll be tired if she sends me on Sunday. We're going tomorrow instead. =.=

One month is too short. I'll be having more dates with books than people after this, that's what I'm sure of. This is it. Its goodbye for the people here in Melaka, and hello for the people back in Subang.

I'll miss you guys so much after this. Thanks for making my holidays a very bright, and not so boring one! :)

A song for you love, xx. :D

Because love conquers all

2011-07-22T04:39:00.000+08:00

Haha. Just saying, and its so not truee. :) I'm writing this midway of watching MIDAS at 4am. So sleepy, I think I'm gonna go sleep after this.

It feels so good to finally see No Min Woo in action again! His killer eyes are superb and I could die from staring at it all day. Too bad he isn't the leading cast so I'm waiting anxiously for his part in the drama.

Episodes 1-5 are done, and continuing the next 15 or so episodes tomorrow!

Ouh, and its Friday already?? Time does run like Bolt. Haha. I don't wanna go backkk! T_T

Finally, all is well in the world guys. :D I'm a happy fat girl once again. Hehe. Tty soon, xx.

P/s: sorry for being so emo these couple of days. I might be throwing tantrums coz I'm too hungry frm fasting.
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Reality check

2011-07-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

When you love someone so much, you get hurt a lot easier. Maybe that's why sometimes Mimi and I fought over little things. But we made up pretty soon too. Because that's what bestfriends do. We fought, we made up, and we move on. Think about it. You argue with your family members all the time. And you guys made up, and finally move on.

Its a continuation process, because it shows that you're comfortable with each other to be yourself whether they like it or not. You're family after all. But today I'm writing not to talk about that at all. Heck, I don't even know what I'm writing. -,-

Let's just say that I'm in a state of confusion. One minute I'm happy, and the next I feel sad like a lost puppy. Okay, that's the word. I'm so lost right now. Maybe I should crawl back into my shell of heart and shut the door and put a no entry sign on it back on. That sounds terrific. Ughh

Like always, I'll just erase things on my mind when I wake up tomorrow morning. New day waiting, goodnight. :)

Note to self:
Returning to Monash in four days, gotta start packing, but I'm super lazy. T_T
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Duhhh

2011-07-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

I guess there's always a first time for everything right? Well, you have fun. I'll have fun for you too here. Kthxbai.
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My hands can do wonderssssss

2011-07-18T00:00:00.002+08:00

Look, the banner is finally up! And I gotta say, it kinda look awful. My editing skills is totally not something I can brag about. I'll edit it again if I have the heart to, if not, this will be the look of this blog for awhile. Sorry, I love to write, but I cannot draw, totally! True story: If you ever have the privilege of seeing my drawing, try comparing it with kindergarten's kids drawing. The perfect match. :D

Today Toncet's finally released from the hospital. So it was a crazy long and tiring day for me, what with getting her out of the hospital, grocery shopping, yada yada yadaaaaa.

I'm sleepy, but here I am writing at 12am. Kinda early to be sleepy right? I knowwwww, this is how early I slept these days unfortunately.

News guys! New semester starts next week and I don't know what to feel for this coming semester. I should feel excited I guess. Finally entering second yearrr, there's nothing unpleasant about that. Well, except for tighter schedule and tons of assignments, that is. I'll try harder this semester, I promise. :) And I hope that my friends are as supportive as they have been all this while. Lets strive together okay?

New semester, new beginning. Counting down days; a total of seven.

A night in...

2011-07-16T22:18:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm pretty sure you guys have seen on facebook how my makeover went wrong. From a malay, I was transformed to a Latina? Haha, maybe tht's what makeover is all about. -,- Thank God that its free. Hehehe.

So, editing the header is out of subject today coz I'm currently having a sleepover in the hospital. Yupp, accompanying my baby sis tonight. :) it's fun actually. The bed is comfortable it almost feel like a real sleepover. Hahaha.
Since I'm uploading pictures from here, please understand its randomness. :)

Ouh, and this room got the view of funfair! Looks like it'll be fun, I haven't been to one since like agessss. T_T talk to you soon, people. Over and out.
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Headache on header

2011-07-16T01:27:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, these days had been... well, hectic. After the results drama and all, the girls and I decided to postpone our island vacay coz it wouldn't be fun without the complete gang! hehe. :) Good calll, I think. Maybe we'll go middle of this sem. Who knows, we're still planning on that.

It is exactly 1.30 am as I'm writing this and today my makeover is scheduled at 11 am. Big thanks to Anne for giving away her free makeover, since she's away in Canada. :D I am going to bed pretty soon, but before that, please ignore the ugly header for this layout yeah. I'm gonna fix it tomorrow maybe. I'll just have to call up a few friends for banner making tutorials I guess.

I know, I know, I suck at this technology thingy.

Till then, bear with me. If I make it to the appointment tomorrow I shall update the result of the makeover. I'm praying hard they won't doll me up horrible. :) Goodnight.

Soldier on

2011-07-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today sucks. Big time. To Monashians who had viewed their results today, congratulations for all your hard work for the finals. And congratulations too for the results, no matter good or bad. You've done your best, so I congratulate you guys on that.

As for my results, Alhamdulillah. I am thankful for passing everything, but I can't say that I am proud with my results. I am very dissapointed with myself, and very pissed. When I feel like I've done enough, in the end, its still not enough. You get what I mean?

Whatever, its all over now. I need some serious cheering up tomorrow. And so I'm going out w Rakina fr lunch and what not.

I'm sad, and I think a lot about a dear friend of mine. I pray hard that everything will be okay for her, I really do. At this point of time, all I can say is, "soldier on babe!" I love you, and I'll be here no matter what.

Let's all hope for a better tomorrow. Let's still plan for our vacation babies! Forget all this sadness for a moment and enjoy each other's company, be it a moment. xx
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Something is wrong

2011-07-09T21:15:00.003+08:00

Is it just me, or there's really something wrong with blogger site. These days it has been weird. I might have to go change my layout again. -,-

Ouh, people. Today my mom's car got scratched pretty bad because of me, and I'm feeling a lil out of it. I literally had a mental break down once the car hit my house gate the second time. Goshh, maybe I'm really a terrible terrible driver. Or maybe I should really give up driving, I dont know.

All I know is that I have to drive, have to no matter what. So, I'm just sucking it all in and I hope tomorrow I wont be hitting anything. Please pray for me, its very dangerous for me to drive and I know it.

Thank you, ice cream man for the McFlurry. That lifted my mood, and its highly appreciated. :) Sorry for bothering you with my drama as soon as you woke up. Hehehe. xx

Who did it better?

2011-07-06T21:29:00.005+08:00

So today Apek and I went to watch Transformers 3: Dark of Moon. I know it was supposed to be a family date movie, but its just too long a wait for my sister to come back home that I simply have to watch it first! I figured I'll watch it 2nd time with my sibs then. :)

The movie was not as good as Transformers 1 and 2, and the question remains, who's better? Megan Fox or Rosie Huntington?

I think Megan's character looks better as Shia's gf in the movie. Rosie's character is kinda soft but sexy, Megan's kinda tomboyish sexyyyyy. :)

After the movie, we went sight-seeing by the beach. Hehe, not exactly beach, but its fun and relaxing.

Bangau yang too small, and barely visible in this pic.

My best man

My best self? Hahahaha

I should've captured him in one of those Titanic poses! Haishhhh. :P

Ouhhhhh, I love this picture! And thanks bestie for making my gigantic legs look small. :D

Overall today was a fun day! Thanks Apek for not yelling like my mom when I almost hit the motorcyclist while driving just now. Hahahaha. I'm not a bad driver, *Apek says so*. More practice I guess. :) Sayang lebih for being my 5 mins driving instructor. Rosak kereta dapat kat Shakhina Ahmad tapi. =,=

Tomorrow am gonna go someplace with mom, I hope everything goes well.

Goodnight loves, xx

Movies please?

2011-07-01T14:44:00.000+08:00

Since Transformers 3 is a total family date, I'm reserving tht to watchhhh, next week maybe. But I heard reviews for Sekali Lagi, and it looked good. I wanna watch that please?

Ouh, and I am a total failure at homeee. Can't seem to wake up early for school, and too lazy to jog. I'm screwed. If I gain more weight I'll never be able to face the world. I won't go see anyone anymore.

Okay I'm exaggerating. Well, you get the picture. Gonna go jog later maybe, dragging my sister to accompany me. :)
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The obedient one

2011-06-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

Is me. I'm not perfect but I tried to be obedient. Maybe I should try harder next time. I never knew you guys were so hard to please.

But sometimes, I'm tired too. A lil 'thank you' would be nice to hear.
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Semut punya pasal

2011-06-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

Mom's mad at me because of the ants. Its not really my fault that the ants got into the food right? I know tht the food is all wasted, but she could always ask me to cook new stuffs right?

And why be mad at me because I went to the movies? I only went with my long time bestfriend, Rakina and she's over the roof mad. She's not even talking to me now.

I hate it when I've done my best, and its still not enough. Today sucks. I feel like screaming out loud, but no sound would come out. Bye. Early day again tomorrow.
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Beware Green Lantern's light!

2011-06-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings! Sorry for missing for awhile. Anyway, its all good now.

Tiba tiba je its all good kan. I know you can guess why. Exams are finally OVER!! Last paper was on Tuesday, and on Thursday me and my girls went for an all fun day at Sunway Lagoon! And I got burnt bad now. Not THAT dark though, thank God. :) I went back home on Saturday and currently am enjoying the good life in Melaka and planning to do so for a month or so.

Luckily there's a side story. Starting from tomorrow, I'll be in charge of the education and well being of my younger sibs @ I'll officially be a maid at home. You know, doing the usual thingssssss. This time a lil hard core coz I have to get up at 7 am and all. Meaning, earlier sleeping time. 12 something I guess. Early right??

Well, big sis gotta sacrifice for the lil rascals. Hehehe. I'll write more, maybe tomorrow or the day after coz I'm desperate to get some sleep. Its already 1.20 am now. I'm dead if I cant get up tomorrow.

Note to self: Watching Super 8 tomorrow with Apek. I hope the movie's okay though, coz I heard it was kinda boringgg. Am exercising a maid's rights to watch movies tomorrow! Goodnight.

Because you're special

2011-06-20T02:41:00.000+08:00

I am writing this at 2am, so I must be crazy. NOT. Although its 2 hours late, it doesn't matter. The thought that counts afterall right?

Happy father's day Ayah! :D thank you for bringing me into ths world, for raising me up, for being the best dad I could ever ask for. I love you for working hard night and day to provide for us. You're the bread winner of the family, so precious, so stay healthy okay?

Also,I am grateful for a wonderful father like you, coz you made me into the person I am today. We seldom talked, but I know you care about us kids a lot. This 20 years as your daughter have been an honour. I wouldn't trade you for anyone else. :)

Lots of love, xx.

Final note: how's ur day guys? Mine was great! Mom cooked chicken rice, and it was yummy! She hadn't cooked for a long time and so it was good to eat her cooking again. Hehe. :) love ya momsie! Will miss ur cooking when I'm back in Subang. T_T
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When its time to go

2011-06-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Gambar hiasan.

Have you ever wondered how long you're gonna live? To be honest, I've never really ponder on that matter seriously before. I've always thought that I'll live a long healthy life.

But you can never be too sure these days.

Two of my schoolmates recently passed away. Both as a result of health complications. Both at the age of 20. Life is short for them right? Too short. They left too soon. I know that its their time to go. Allah loves them more, and so they're tested that way. I cannot help myself but feel sad at the lives lost, and how unappreciative of life I am.

I feel like I haven't live myself to the fullest yet, to say that I can die happy now. I have so many things in life that I wanna do and I am thankful that Allah still gives me life to live, to learn, make mistakes, fall and get back up again. I'm thankful that I can still be with the ones I love, to enjoy their company and cherish the moments I have with them, before that final draw of breath.

I know I had been unsatisfied with life before. I know how ungrateful I was. Astaghfirullahalazim.

Thank you Allah for giving me another day to live. Alhamdulillah.

Dead of night

2011-06-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

My second last paper today was, okay I think, compared to the previous ones. And since I had been wanting to catch a movie since finals started, I went to watch Dylan Dog, Dead of Night just now. :)

I must say that I was quite dissapointed by the draggy storyline. I expexted it to be more interesting when I watched the trailer, but sadly the funny parts are only in pieces here and there.

Minus all that, I had a great time having date night with Amiron. Thanks for the dinner and movie, and for being such a pleasant company. :)

Ouh. And I ran into Eimal while I was in OU. He mentioned abt Adam and his operation and all. I know I've promised to go visit him, but Apek and I just couldn't find the right time. Hang in there ya buddy? We'll be visiting soon. :)

Goodnight loves, I'm totally beat now. Talk to you soon, xx.
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I'm sorry, I love you

2011-06-13T02:27:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered why the tongue is as sharp as a knife? Or words for that matter. I don't know what is up with me these days. I've said mean things, stupid things, you name it. Is it the stress, or loneliness that got into me? Well, I have no idea. Just maybe its me having ridiculous thoughts of no one who understands me, no one for me to talk to, or no one to listen to me whine.

Indeed, humans are ungrateful right? No, I mean, I AM ungrateful. I have wonderful friends who are always there. A lot of people to blurt my problems to. And they listen, and listen without fail. Somehow I feel like my words might've hurt them unintentionally. And for that, I'm really sorry.

I'm not asking for understanding to what I've said, for there's no turning back on things said and done. Just know that I was being ridiculous and I didn't mean what I said. For hurting you, and disappointing you, I am terribly sorry. For being such a coward with this apology, I am sorry. For being a self-centered bitch, I'm sorry too.

Beauty is pain

2011-06-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

Because I got blisters from my heels, and my knees hurt so bad from the previous fall I think. I don't know why my knees would hurt, but it did, unfortunately.

Okay, so today Mimi and I went to Penyet since we're so hungry and all. Its been awhile since we had time to go for a nice meal. I'm glad we went and stuff ourselves full! Hehe. And we got ourselves new nails! :) I love love it. Hehehe

So tomorrow I might be going out with Enilda, I'm not sure if she'll be here, I hope she would. I haven't seen her in a while, it'd be nice to catch up! Talk to ya laterr aight? Goodnight, I hve to go to sleep now, legs are killing me! :(
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Gotta be Somebody

2011-06-11T00:42:00.003+08:00

I am officially depressed. I'm turning twenty in another 3 months or so, and I cant afford acting the way I was anymore. I can't afford regretting things unsaid. I can't afford not saying things on my mind.

I see people who's honest and unpretentious and I envy them. I see people who isn't hypocrite and not afraid of being themselves and I envy them.

You see, I care too much about other people's feelings that I always end up hurting mine.

Finals fever!

2011-06-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'm pretty sure Monashians are dealing with wht I'm dealing right now. Everyone stayed in their room, or looked too immersed in their studying to be bothered. Yeah, the stress is on my dear friends. Bring it on, baby! :D

What do you guys do, when you've read too much you could throw up? Well, some play computer games, watch movies etc. Me? I'm pretty much the same. Lepaking, bothering ppl is part of my job. Heh?

Okay, well, other thn tht, I destress by playing rubiks. Its been there with me fr my exams every year since aftr spm. Good mind exercise I think. Especially after the brain has been twisted ths way and tht by books and notes. :D

Just a quick update, yeah. First paper is on Wednesday, Biotech. And followed by Chemistry the day after. Pray for me okay? I'll keep u guys in my prayers too. :)

Note to self: If I ever have to choose again, I'll study law or nutrition instead of this. I keep questioning why did I chose science. And I believe I've found the reason; maybe I just wanna make my life miserable as it is. T_T
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Sign of hardwork

2011-05-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

See that? That is my bedroom wall. A reminder of me working my ass off for SPM, and even PMR five years ago. Where is that drive now?
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Let's hook up!

2011-05-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

Noooo, I mean catch up. :D Well, I am currently in Melaka for a week or so preparing for finals. I know, the idea blows the minute I set foot in front of the doorsteps, coz I was having so much fun at home and all. But who cares? Its more family time anyway.

So, wht have u people been up to? IPTA students, congrats on ur VERY long break! As for Monashians like me, I'd say.... Break a leg! Have fun cracking ur brain this whole month. :)

Heyyy, on the bright side, the holidays are drawing near! I'm looking forward to that. Gotta motivate myself on a bigger picture here, since these days I am in a very lacking drive to study kinda mode. Do me a favor, okay guys? Do always TELL ME that you guys finished studying everythg! That way I won't wanna be left out, so I'll study more.hehe. :) Yeah, I'm insecure tht way.

Let's help each other yeah?Sorry for being such a bore with MIA-ness. Miraclely, my lappy can't be connected to the internet ever since I got here. A little mishaps and maybe a fortunate thg, I don't know.

Don't miss me too much, I'll be back soon! :)
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Wooden legs

2011-05-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hello Earthlings! Sorry for the still ugly layout, haven't had enough strength to turn on the laptop. I've been wanting to tell you guys about our first ever futsal match, but was too tired yesterday.

The ugly picture is not some kinky stuff. They are my knees. Hehe. Both still hurting till now, I kid you not.

So the match yesterday, how was it? It was awesomeee! Me and my girls- Mimi, Merah, Diana and Mizah was doing not so bad for first timers. Although all of us agreed today that water sports suits us best, we will try harder next time. :D

And I personally dig water sports. Why? Well, the chances of being injured are minimum, I don't sweat and feel hot and MY MUSCLE DOESNT SCREAM "TAKE ME OFF!"

I think all of us will be suffering for a few days at least, for over straining our muscles. Funny how we all walk like crabs from and to lectures. Hahaha. It was all worth it, wasn't it? Let's endure together guys.

Ouh, btw. Group photos for our futsal team is not with me, so I'll upload next time! Gtg STUDY now. Byeeeeeee! :)
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See, told ya today's gonna be different.

2011-05-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

So I changed my layout, yet again. Was quite bored just now, and needed something to lift my mood up a lil. But I'm having trouble with the coding and stuff.

That's why my blog looked kindaaaa.... Well, kinda unfinished. I might leave it like this or edit it some other time. As for now, I'll let it be. =.=

Tomorrow me and my girls are participating in a futsal match. Pray that we'll win yeah? Though I highly doubt my football kicking skills are going to get us one point even. Hehe.

Goodnight, people! Early day tomorrow. xx.

What if

2011-05-21T04:10:00.000+08:00

I totally can't sleep right now. And I can't possibly share why am I having a hard time now. I never thought I'd be frustrated or anything, but tonight I feel that way. Why is this happening to me? Can't stop myself from asking tht question over and over again. Okay, I gotta stop. I can't afford to feel this way, this is not right.

Good things don't happen to me usually. They just never happen. And I shall deal with that.

Tomorrow is a new day, I'll let it pass, and these feelings too. I'll let it pass.

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Long night

2011-05-21T03:57:00.000+08:00

Just got back from hanging out with my favorite lil bros; Din and Pijat. Watched Pirates of Carribean, and it was boringggg. Very draggy. Had a good time catching up and all.

And yesterday, I finally got to meet my super busy bestfriend! How was the cupcakes Apek? Haha, he still ate it even when the bottom was wet. So sorry for tht, n thanks for putting up with my lousy cakes, I love you! :D Ouh and thanks for my fave choc, glad you didn't forget. Hehehe. We watched the Priest, and the movie was so so. I absolutely love the main guy though. So sexy! For a priest I mean. -,-'

Anyway, its gonna be a long night tonight. Am having trouble sleeping. Its almost 4am already. Huu

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Foreign food, abnormalities.

2011-05-17T01:39:00.002+08:00

Am having diarrhea right now, I know I know, GROSS. Is it because of all the seafood I ate last night?? I highly doubt that. That was like 24 hours ago. I think I have low tolerance towards vinegar in high amount.

Yeah, super high amount. Thank you sister for deliberately putting so much vinegar and mayonnaise in the kimbap and sushi. Well, as the whole world know, mayonnaise contains vinegar, and vinegar contains... well, VINEGAR. Damn, tummy been hurting so bad! :((

Poor Shafiq also had stomach ache. Okay gtg rest. I'm super dehydrated.

P/s: heading back to Subang tomorrow night. See ya soon my love!

Final note: Met Noryang after about three years apart! Forgot to write about my reunion with Adeeb, Yang and the others, so busy these few days. Pictures are on fb, tq. Will update more later!

Ever been burnt alive?

2011-05-16T03:46:00.000+08:00

The Ah Sos picture, and the orang minyak one. Hahahahaa.

Well, talking about being burnt, at least I've experienced it a few times now. At the hot spring! Our family have always loved soaking in the hot spring;claimed to be of lots of health benefits. What do you think?

I think its just so so. Maybe good for skin and blood circulation as my heart was pumping very hard just now while soaking. Phewww. The Ahmadsss are very heat tolerant I guess. We spent a couple of hours in Gadek before having a heavy supper and headed home.

Was a fun funny family night, especially the part where daddy throw us all in the hot pool. Haha. He looks like orang minyak in the dark, so funny! ^^

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2011-05-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

Will be seeing the lil ones tomorrow. Can't wait! Till then, I have to go dissect a frog after this. Pray tht it won't bleed so much yeah? ^^
xx
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To be prepared for the worst?

2011-05-11T02:23:00.000+08:00

My KNG. Kacak right? Haha. He looks absolutely not star-like in terms of looks, but his acting, AWESOME. He makes me fall in love with a bad guy with a moustache. ^^

Not tht I'm saying I'm actually in love with a bad guy with a moustache. -,-' Its just the drama that I'm currently watching, Bad Guy. Its a lil out of the norm for me since its not actually romantic comedy, which I prefer more.

Anyways, its decided tht this will be the last drama I'm watching until at least the final's over. I'm glad tht I chose ths drama coz its amazing, and no doubt I'm satisfied so far. 3 more eps to go before finishing and am planning to get it over with tomorrow. :D

Ouh. And I'm going back to Melaka on Thursday. Can't wait! Too bad I'd have to ditch class on Monday though. I'll make up for it, okay? Promise. Hee.

Final note: sorry for the short hiatus. I was a lil out of myself lately. I even stopped facebooking. Does tht count as weird? I'm such a huge ass potato couch! LOL.
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Honestly

2011-05-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

There's no such thing as love. "Don't ever fall in love. Make someone love you instead."- KNG, 2010. T_T
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Just a moment eh?

2011-05-04T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hello, beautiful people. :) Now that holidays are over, I'm kinda at a lost on what to do, or even where to start studying for my finals. Last couple of days, my lappy gave up on me, and is currently under the care of my brother, who's reformatting it. Many thanks, for the replacement lappy as well.

Btw, guys. Its May already! Almost half of 2011 is gone, and have you reviewed your new year's resolution?? What did you achieve, and what you did not? I'm telling you, and also myself, that its not too late to try to try to remotivate yourself for the remaining 2011. Now that I'm getting closer and closer to the finals, I feel a lil insecure. There's so many topics to cover, and I am not in a position to say that I had grasped and understood everything in class. Well, maybe about 25%. And thats NOT ENOUGH.

Any effective ways of studying? Care to share? I desperately need to do well this sem, thank you.

Goshh. And maybe I should start off by minimizing my procrastination. Its getting the best of me, and I hate it.

Howdy, earthlings?

2011-04-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Funny how I totally forgot about blogging the whole time I'm in Melaka. Anyway, here I am, bringing you latest news in my recently dull life. Why so dull? Well, its the holidays, what else.

Last week, I went back a couple of days earlier, wrap up the assignments extremely fast for my rate and managed to be in Melaka for my baby sis's birthday. Awesome night having dinner out and catching up with everyone. :)

Ouh, and did I tell you guys I started driving again?? Although I was off at a rough start, now I think I'm perfectly fine. Mom, please have some faith in me! Hahahaha. I can't wait to drive fulltime, soon, I hope. :D That's another good news from home, I presume.

So, you guys doing anythg fun during this very very short break? Let me know, coz I'm a tad bored now. From the start of the break I've been watching drama nonstop. Am very concerned that I'll somehow turn into a potato couch. A FAT potato couch. Can imagine tht? Super scary!

I'll write more about my latest infatuation, No Min Woo from My GF is a Gumiho. Till then, Miss B has got to finish watching Athena, Goddess of War. ^^
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Of blonde jokes and bimbotic behavior

2011-04-17T23:24:00.004+08:00

You know about the incident of my fruit puff,that's old story.

No clue?

Err, the part where I ate it, and there's no cream inside?? Get the idea? I was cheated. Daymmmmmnnnn. See how important the search for cream puff is to me now? T_T

I'm devastated. Hahahaha, anyway. That's not what this post is all about. You don't expect me to rant about cream puffs my whole life, do you??

This is regarding a few misunderstandings which needed to be cleared.

First of all, people don't just call you names without a reason. Go look for the fault in yourself. Heck, I'm not saying that I'm lil Miss PERFECT.I know I have crowds that's not very fond of me, and I can understand why. Not everyone shares the same views and opinions. And well, because I annoy people. That's who I am. And I also know that I'm a very nice person, so I don't care about what others think of me most of the time. Because I know who I am.

Well, I'm here today not to talk about me, but to talk about you. Don't go exploding and don't be surprised to find that half the population you mingle with dislike you. And no, we don't hate you for the way you dress, who cares about how you wear things? You can be naked, and we'll still dislike you. We are just not fond of the way you behave, and the way you treat others. The root is you, and everything else you do is then amplified. LIKE UNDER A MAGNIFYING GLASS. Fine, you can say that's who you are.

So we'll say we dislike you for being who you are. Its not the little things, since most of us are very tolerant to the worse kind of behavior. And I wonder how you beat the worse, to become the worst.I kid you not when I say that most of us are very tolerant people. REALLY.

Yeah, they say that its not good to hate someone. And who the hell says we hate you? We just really really really dislike you. Maybe one day if you decide that you wanna treat others better and behave nicer, by then we won't dislike you as much. Trust me, we won't bother saying things.

Till then, just put up with it. Its not about us, its not about your wardrobe, not about your boyfriend, its about you.

Quick word of advice, there's no point in bursting out mad. Look deep into yourself and have a moment to think. Relate. You should understand why then.

If you still can't relate, then don't bother. Maybe you are some EXTRATERRESTERIAL animal. Try listening to E.T. by Katy Perry to cheer yourself up. :)

Your favorite bitch,
xx. :D

Foolish love

2011-04-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hee, just a song that I've been listening a lot to lately. :) Absolutely love the lyrics, full of feelings and all. Aww, that's why I love Big Bang.

Dream comes true

2011-04-16T01:28:00.003+08:00

Title agak melampau. It's not like I get to see Changminnie or even T.O.P that my dream comes true. -,-'

Haha. Well, remember my crave this week? The cream puff??????? I went to look for it today. Come to mommy baby! :D

Looks yummy right?? *not real picture though it looks similar to this.

In the beginning of the week, I was imagining something like this. Note to readers: This is not actually cream puff, this is FRUIT cream puff, but tastes like heaven nonetheless! :)

I've come up with a new idea. Maybe I should marry a bakery owner?? I can never get tired of eating bread and pastries. They make me happy, AND FAT. I suppose the latter cant be help, since it comes in a package. =_=

Note to self: I shall workout everyday from now on. Need to lose the kgs I've gained. GODDDDD.
*faintsss

**MISS B HAS ALREADY LEFT THE WORLD TO GO TO A BETTER PLACE, xx

These are,crazy times

2011-04-14T09:40:00.002+08:00

So, I'm just done with my Biotech quiz which was likeeeeeeee, well, fine. :) This week, weekends will be hell for me as there's two very very long essays to be submitted plusss two more lab reports. T_T And now I'm effing typing using Ipad, which sucks. BIG TIME. Urghhh, I guess
touch screen is not really my thing afterall.

News, anyone? I've been browsing blogs out of boredom, and I find that most of you guys are as busy as I am. *sighhh. Who said that Uni life was easy anyway? Hahaha. My midsem break is just around the corner, and I can't wait to go home!! Am looking forward to relaxing time, assignment free week. Therefore, I'd have to endure this hell week and next week as well.

Okay, updates on what I've been doing lately. Hee, first of all, I started watching IRIS again obviously because of T.O.P. Although I usually don't watch drama at rate this slow( few weeks just to finish 20 episodes is slow for me), but like I say, I have to adapt to the workload and stuff. So long as I get to watch the dramas, I am very well satisfied. :D

Ouh, and I just recently got myself and external hard disk! I'm stocking up on the movies and dramas for the coming one month break in June, I think. I wonder why can't I prepare stuffs for my assignments THAT much ahead of time. =_=' Okay, okayyyy, now that's a different story. Hee.

That's it for now, I have to go find a guy who's gonna buy cream puff for me everyday now. I have the obsession for that currently, this is due to studying food science and fantasizing about food at the same time. ;)

xx

Never Say Never

2011-04-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Never say 'you'll never' if it means that there's the slightest chance that you're gonna do it again.

"I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of" - Anonymous

My First Love

2011-04-06T01:27:00.002+08:00

There is only one person whom I have been in love with since I was 14, maybe? He's always been there for me, and we grow more mature with each other. Its been, what? Six years? He was 17 when I was 14, and now he's 23 and I'm 20. Wow, time does fly.

You make me proud back then, and even now, you never let me down. :)

My one and only, Shim Changmin.

Cute eh? He's multitalented, a very popular singer along with TVXQ, and now a very good actor! :)

I just finished watching Paradise Ranch, and its even better than Seukki's You're beautiful! It makes me laugh and cry at the same time, and Changmin is just super sweet in this one! I am extremely envious of his co-star whom got to play his wife. =_='

Anyway, its a must watch! Makes you understand why first love will always be stronger than the next. :)

Same goes for me and Changmin. Although I have my Seukki, T.O.P, Dr K, etc, I'll always love you no matter what Changmin! You'll always be my first love, and I really hope you'll do more acting, coz baby, damn you're good!

And here's a song that he composed and sing. It tears me up, just listening to it. Aww.

xx. Ouh, and a special kiss for you, love! muahhhh!

Maybe its the weather?

2011-04-05T18:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah, I thought so. Yesterday I was so stressed out, and part of the reason, is the weather! Well other than being fat, that is. Hahaha.

Seriously.

It was super hot last night that I woke up in the middle of the night sweating like a horse! And even before that, I can't even do my work peacefully, its very bothersome to constantly wipe my face. That was me sitting in front of the fan. Like literally 30 cm in front of the fan. Can you imagine if I didn't?

Phewww. Anyway, I hope that that's not the case tonight. Cause guess what? Rain is coming!

Hehehe. Well, not this Rain. But look at his abs! Awesomeeee right? I would love to touch it!

Err, okay enough. >_<

I'm talking about THIS RAIN. Hahahaha. I hope it rains heavy tonight so that I can sleep safe and sound. :) Aminn.

Ughhh

2011-04-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

I am officially depressed. Not the assignments, not about boys. Its my weight issues. Someone take me to work out this week please? I am feeling extremely FAT. Bye world. :(
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Tell the world I'm coming home. :)

2011-04-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

Looky, looky! Cute, aint she?? Haha, the kid that my stepmum help babysit. Saw her just now while visiting my dad.*and tutoring him on email stuffs on his bb, and notebook* Funny when he's at a lost when it comes to technology. =,='

So, with that being said, I am safely in Melaka now, enjoying my 36 hour break from student life and relaxing a bit.

Have you missed me? I bet you have. These last few days was filled with meeting old friends and catching up! Awesome times, wonderful times indeed.

Like on Wednesday, I finally get to meet a close friend of mine, Engku Sofia. We've been in Monash for awhile but didn't get to hang until only on that day! Funny right? But we were both busy before that, and we barely bumped into each other at school. Poor us. Haha. Anyway, we had loadsa fun tht day although it was for a short period of time. :)

And today, I get to meet my bff Rakina. Its been awhile since we last met, so it feels good to finally see each other again! :) thanks for spending time with me and help me pick mum's and my new watch. Thanks for the bracelet too! :)

So many wonderful people in my live, and therefore I'm happy! :D I love you guys sangat sangat.

Final note: Am giving mum her birthday present tomorrow. Can't wait! I hope she loves it. xx.
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Cloud nine, bestest bed.

2011-03-28T22:50:00.004+08:00

Greetings, Earthlings! This must've been old news, but I just wanna tell you guys that I've got my new bed already yesterday! Hahaha, and I slept like a baby last night. ;)

My bed looks something like this, with extra mattress, and its awesomeee! All of this is thanks to,

this wonderful two people! Thanks so much bff and thanks Meon tolong angkat katil. :D
Many thanks also to Leen Tamina, budak rumah atas aka Diana Zainal and Merah. Heee. Kesian penat angkat katil and tilam semalam. Hahaha, sayang manyak manyak!

Okay, moving on.

Today, all of us headed to Secret Recipe, Sunway with one goal in mind; celebrating our very own Cek Mek Molek's birthday.
Happy 20th birthday Ayu!

THE birthday girl, and Cik Abang Farid. :P

Half of us, Diana Zainal, Leen Tamina Albrinz Juki, myself, and tangan Mimi busuk. :D

The highlight of the day. Si malu, dan si malu malu.
Mi and got Ayu a new slingbag, we hope she like it! :)

Final note: sorry for the incomplete pictures, my phone battery went dead. So, all the pictures are credited to Diana Zainal.

Okay bye, nak buat kerja.

Ehh, kejap. Terlupa, tomorrow, no more Abg K. So sad!!!! :((
Hi Datuk N. -,-

Goodbye my lover

2011-03-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

So, good news. I've finished my essay, and am living happily ever after until tomorrow at least. :) I don't mind the lab reports, I just hated essay. Though there's a few more essays coming along this sem, well, let's not think about that this moment. Live the moment. Live the moment. Live the moment.

Okay, back to the point. I am actually delivering bad news. Not to you guys. But more to myself, and the girls in BTH1802. I'm sure everyone heard what my Abg K, my Dr. K............. Okay,
I mean, our Dr. K said this morning. Its his last class tomorrow! T_T

Therefore, I shall treasure my valuable one hour tomorrow. I shall stare more at him coz I won't be seeing him as much after this.

Opps. I mean, we all shall treasure the valuable one hour tomorrow. :)

Say all the Positive things, be Oprah

2011-03-21T18:19:00.003+08:00

When will I have free time to go browse the web and watch movies?? God. Looks like that time is ages away from me.

Sorry if I bore you readers with my neverending whining regarding workloads, yada, yada. -,-

Like I said, leave if you dont feel like reading. Fine for me. Okay, moving on.

This week, less daily dosage of my stars, and more daily dosage of scientific words for myself. Biotech essay due Thursday, a heck of a long Bio report due the day after tomorrow. Another lab report for Food Science due Friday. Am trying to keep myself calm, and not do things in a rush. I hope everyone gets to finish this week's task on time.

Let's go guys! We shall back each other up. And I really mean that. :) Sharing of important reminders and information are strongly encouraged!

Thank you very much.
Much love, xx

The whole point of this post is

2011-03-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

New specs finally arrived! Thanks, brother. Sorry for declining the supper offer, but I have tons of work to do. :(

Anyway, new specs has bigger frames. Equals to, making my face look bigger. And, my power seems to have risen to 600 and 500 on the other side. Pretty impressive huh? Almost blind, impressive. :( I really should go do laser or something. Yeah? 5K, phewww. Will take me ages to get that much since I'm not unemployed currently.

Ouh, I should get new lens first. Have to match it with my specs power! Okay bye. Gotta go back to being slave to lab reports. Damn, I'm tiredddd.
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All this time

2011-03-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone, Miss B here.

I am currently in a very lost state of mind. Maybe its overworking and I simply can't think any longer. Wait, does that even make sense?? Well, I've been looking for a biotech product to write 0n for my 500 words essay. I can't seem to find anything to write on. Ridiculous, I know. I could've simply google it and all, but....... My head seems to be processing a lot slower.

Am I on drugs?

I doubt that. No one seems to be putting anything in my drinks at home.

Or perhaps, am I drunk??

That can't be too. I don't drink. -,-'

So. I'm on to the only conclusion available. I'M HUNGRY. LIKE SUPER HUNGRY! :( A healthy dose of food shall fix this. I mean, really healthy food like rice etc.

I want this. :( Looks good to the hungry stomach of mine. Laparrrr!

That's the downside of living in my place. No good place to eat. It's not like I don't eat at home, but its just bread, crackers, instant this, instant that. And its not like we don't cook either, but its not as good as the food that I'm craving for now. You get what I mean?

So, this pic is completely unrelated. But now, do you get what I mean by being so lost?
My pictures even doesn't seem to make sense to me. LOL.

Tonight

2011-03-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

The state at which I feel like doing this. But no can do. -,- Tons of things to do. Yeah, like really. TONS. Its THE season to work late at night. And I'm planning to go all out. My midnight oil is running low, how to burn some more? -,-

So, you got what it takes to beat me? ;P Lol. Lawan sape tido paling sikit. Haha. Dah, aku merapu. Dah, Dah.

I am yet, crazy. Soon though.

2011-03-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Daily dose of T.O.P keeps me sane. Facing the lappy constantly typing and thinking and typing and more thinking drives me mad! Luckily my Youtube works fine now and I'm super happy taking breaks here and there watching my TOP.

Okay, maybe TOO much breaks. Anyways, I get to concentrate better after those breaks. :)

Or, maybe not. Hahaha.

There'll be another lab session tomorrow, and another lab report to add to the pile of work already there. Ughhh. I guess I'm lucky that I'm not working this sem, and I'm planning on not to. If the beginning of sem is already THIS busy, I can't imagine the rest of the way. -,-

Gotta always remind myself that, my goal comes first. Score well, score well. So, eventhough I absolutely love earning money, I'd much prefer keeping my scholarship. :)

Enough of the nerdy stuff. I dont wanna become a geek like my lab partner, Mac. ;)

This is one of my fave videos these days. I love the story line and song. Go to Youtube for part2.
And no. This is not Big Bang or my TOP or my Seukki. hehe.

My Magic Cream

2011-03-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

First of all, this post is not only intended for ladies, bur recommended for guys as well. Hee, I promised in the previous post to talk about my beauty cream right? So here goes.

I've been planning to write a post on BB cream since ages ago, and can't seem to find the right time for it. There's so much to tell, that a product review suddenly becomes unnecessary. -,-

Anyway, I'm sure a lot of beauty fans out there are familiar with BB cream right? Although it only hit Malaysian stores one year, maybe two years ago, BB cream has become an essential for women of the on-the-go lifestyle. Why? Because of its multifunctionness! BB is an abbreviation for Blemish Balsam, and made famous by Koreans. Initially BB cream is used to cover scars after plastic surgery and enhance skin appearance.

So, Koreans whom are very into plastic surgery began discovering this BB cream and its effectiveness, thus a whole industry based on this cream was developed.

Enough of history. I myself am very satisfied with the BB cream that I'm currently using.

From Sunplay, by Mentholatum*the Lip Ice brand

There are two options from this brand, for oily skin or dry skin. Sadly, there's only one shade available. But, not to worry for those of you with darker skin tone. This cream blends well, and won't leave your skin looking cakey. I tried it on my lil sister, *she has darker skin tone* and she looks perfectly fine. I dont know why, but it seems like the cream adapted to her skin tone? Haha.

I chose Sunplay because its famous for its sun protecting products. And everybody knows that I'm not a big fan of sunny days. So, the higher the SPF, the more I'm in love with the product. :)

Compared to using Lorea'l, Sunplay's BB cream is not oily and it corrects blemishes and improves my skin complexion. Another plus point for me. And by using this, I save a lot of step in my skin care regime. Now I only use facial cleanser and BB cream. There's no need for moisturiser or even concealer. Awesome right? And wearing this under my make up gives me that porcelain looking skin. I simply love it. :D

Conclusion is, guys better wear this too! Its natural looking, and Korean guys wear it. That's why they're so yummy looking. Lol. As for girls, I'm not too worried. I'm sure you have something similar. :)

Get it at your nearest Guardian or Watsons for Rm50. :) Happy trying!

When Man U achieve its glory...

2011-03-13T04:33:00.000+08:00

Okay, bawak bertendang. This post is not about any football match of whatever sort. Hee.

I just got back from lepaking with Apek. :) Its been awhile, and damn I miss my best friend! Had a great time watching tonight's match while criticizing Sayid coz Arsenal lost. Lol. He was funny, and so does his friend Syamin. And we all played foosball after that. Tag team version.

My team end up losing though. As predicted maybe. My hand coordination is all over the place like usual. :) hehe.

Thank you for visiting, Pekpokpekk. Shall see you soon, next month maybe?

Okayy, time to go to sleep! Niteee. :)

Final note: Ouh shit my hair smells of cigarette smoke! That's why sometimes I hate AC. -,-
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Pile it all up

2011-03-13T01:24:00.003+08:00

Kesian kan tengok gamba? Credits to Diana for the tiredness captured. These days, its LABOR WORK I tell you. Lab reports, essays, quizzes, I don't even know where to begin. So far, I've been okay dividing time between work and play. I hope it'll continue to work until end of this sem. -,- Tiring, sure. I hope it'll all be worth it. :)

Heee, and its Monday already tomorrow. Lab session early in the morning will kick off my day, and another lab report to add to the already big pile of work on my hands. I better finish off food science report ASAP! But till then, I feel like writing and sharing, anddddd

I found these in my album. Hahahaha, pictures from MUFY first sem.

Mimi never let Leen and I upload this photo coz she said she looks like... B**g*a
Mi jangan marah ehh, terjumpa je gamba ni. :) Nvm, there's a magical thing for you.

Tada! A brighter version of the same picture. hehehehe. One from Mi's camera, and one was from my baby Sony.

Aww, we all look so young! A lil different now that we're almost 20. -.-
Dahh, malas nak sedih dah tua. :( off to mastering bio website now. Next post I'll tell you about my beauty cream shall I?

Masa untuk tidur, LAGI

2011-03-10T02:23:00.000+08:00

Okay, forgive the bibik's picture. That was last week otw to go swimming. Haha.

I had slept for five hours this afternoon for I don't know what reason, tired I suppose, and am going back to sleep now since I have tutorial early in the morning! Speaking of which I haven't print the questions for it yet. :(which leads to the major subject. Ink for my printer. -,- I want my printer's ink!!! Its so hard living without it.huu.

Moving on, tomorrow is SWIMMING DAY! The highlight of my day, I'm sure of it. Am looking forward to burning fats, and more fats. :D

Lastly, thanks for giving me my rent money brother. Really appreciate it. Now please hurry and find my ink, will ya? :) thank you.
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Should've told ya

2011-03-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

Don't fall for me coz I have no intention to fall for you. I don't wanna feel guilty if you ever do.
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At the end of the day

2011-03-09T01:04:00.002+08:00

I'm pulling my hair out. See the new layout? Heck, I spent 2 hours or so just editing the codes. Damn, I wonder if the CSS code writers have squint eyes? I'm about to have it, I think.

And after being almost satisfied with the layout, there's a lab report waiting to be finished, an essay to write, and a quiz to be answered.

Okay, am postponing a few of those stuffs to tomorrow. I look like that girl now. Am scared of myself. Byebyebye, am hitting the sack right at this moment. *huge yawnn*

Ouh, and I'm looking forward for tomorrow morning's lecture. As usual, because of Dr. K. ;)

Frustrated, this is indeed a worldly matter.

2011-03-08T21:09:00.003+08:00

Am I the only one who thinks that Youtube is going crazy?? :(

If I go on Youtube and watch the videos on that site, the videos will be GREY IN COLOR. I kid you not, my friend, its GREY. I can barely make out any shape or whatsoever from the videos.

However, the videos from Youtube displayed on other sites, like Facebook, or blogs are working perfectly fine. What the hell?!

The situation's still the same if I use another browser.

It seems like everybody else didn't seem to have any problem with Youtube. So why is it just me??

Huuu. I need my Youtube to function normally, pretty please? Let me know if you have any idea how to fix this. Thank you very much.

Wanna be on T.O.P? Ouh yeahhh!

2011-03-07T19:50:00.004+08:00

This is so yesterdayyyy,so everybody knows that I've got my table already!! Thanks to my beloved pak cik for all the trouble caused. I am grateful, though. :)

First lab session starts today. It was hectic and tiring! Report due next week. -,-' haishhh. Its gonna be much more busy starting from this week. Everything practically starts, and no more goofing around. Back to serious business.

Hee. Okay, I lied. :) There's got to be recreational stuffs right? Or else I'm gonna go bananas!

Therefore, my recent obsession is..................... BIGBANG! I know they've been in the industry for ages, but seriously they've gotten so sexyyyyy! Google them if you don't know them. You might as well live in a cave if you do that. ;P

Anyway, I am especially attracted to T.O.P! His deep voice, his hair, eyes, everything! :D Please don't be mad, Seukki. I think you've just found your competitor! hahaha.

He looks so good I wanna eat him. LOL.

He's also one of the few Asians who looks good with blonde hair. That's including G-na, G-dragon and Hong Ki. Even Seukki can't pull off that hair color!

Ayeeeee. That's my man! :) He sang good songs, he's funny, and he's an actor. What's not to love?

Hahahaha, Draco Malfoy's brother? I don't think so. He looks wayyyy better.

BIGBANG makes a lot of dramas parody and its on Youtube. Watch them, and see if it made your day just like it did mine. AWESOME.
xx.